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Friday, February 27, 2009

7:43 AM

lalalalalala~

i'm mugging yet again.. not now lar! =.= HAHA!

oh wells.. i dun know how many words i wrote already. But i do see that i can finish my essay real soon! =) it may not be as good as I will want it to be, but seriously, to this very point in time, all i need is just to pass! like.. pass will be good alr lar! can't ask for too much when u have really little capacity. and on top of everything, I don't know how to do it! like WTH am i suppose to critique?! *sulk* why will i wanna critique? and and and......... I know how to critique. but the speaker is a pro at her topic. what is there for me to critique on then hurr? it seems flawless! *SULK MORE* ANYWAYZ.. i'm gonna finish until study ONE and then i'll go sleep! maybe if i'm not yet tired, i will just complete study 2 as well.. BUT STUDY TWO IS uncomprehandable! arghhh!!! jia you chermaine!! well done!!!!!

yesterday was just simple... *grins* ohoh.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO!!!!!! i'll see u in 17 hrs more! okok!! back to topic. yesterday's supper was just awesome! like... went to eat at spize.. food was once again ALOT and and and i was super high after i ate the food. or was i high cuz of the special someone at that special place who was so happen working at that special time?! HMMMMMMMMMMMMM! *HI JOEI!!! btw! i'm still not telling YOU! lalalala~*

okay now... back to work! -.- wish me luck!!

Fairytales..

11:30 AM

330am!

yawns.... just finished research for JW! hmm... =.= thats all about it. i m tired and stressed out! anywayz.... yupp... i've done what i have to do for work and thats pretty much the end of it. oh wells!!! i can't wait for jasmine to come home! *grins*

eheh.. jasmine....! head dun grow so big ar!

i got rejected by schools!!! =( sigh.. and more schools to call tmr! and working tmr! and and and!!!!!!!

goodnight!

Fairytales..

9:16 AM

i just had to blog.

in the middle of churning out my 800 words introduction. let me explain... its no fun being a pro in procrastinator. it totally suck. cuz ur so darn good at it, u hate urself. i wasted my 1 week. doing nothing but slack, being emo and being all so touchy and wanting oh so badly to watch grey's anatomy! like.. SERIOUSLY? yes!!! totally serious! okay.. now help!!!!

so... i DECIDED to start writing my intro. and i m only 100 words into it. its not gonna be tough. just when will i do it. i totally hate this i tell u! *ARGH* and so.... tmr is yet another day of fun for internship... yayness... but guess what? i will prob be oh so tired to do anything again at night. and i will jsut go to sleep and hope that tomorrow will be a much better day to do work. this internship thing is kinda killing me. the time is way weird... which makes me totally pissed off! don't get me wrong.. i still love my job. i love what i'm doing and what i'm being taught every time i go there. its just that.. my time is really screwed.

this is how the week goes....
monday.. decides to wake up at like 9am so that i can mugg a little b4 heading out for work at 1230pm-5pm. then AFTER interning, i will have to go teach at YCK at 6pm-7pm. yes.. and then hopefully.. i'm not tired to actually cont mugging... (psst.... i never get to mugging everytime i reach home.. i just stone)
tuesday.. decides to wake up at like 9am so that i can mugg a little b4 heading out for work at 1230pm-5pm. after interning, i will gym with meiping till abt 8pm. that will be it... and again..... i hope and pray that i'm not tired to cont mugging.
wednesday..decides to wake up at like 9am so that i can mugg a little b4 heading out for work at 1230pm-5pm. then AFTER interning, i will have to go teach at YCK at 6pm-7pm. yes.. and then hopefully.. i'm not tired to actually cont mugging...
PS!!!!!! i never get to mugg in the morning cuz when i decide to mugg at night. its like midnight. and i sleep LATE and i wake up JUST IN TIME to prepare myself for the day. *yeah me! -.-*
thursday.. I MUGG!!!!! LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i will go teach at koven at 530-730pm, then 8pm-9pm at pasir ris.
friday.. i will mugg! just pure mugging!!!! no working at all...! nope... nothing!!!! (maybe some friday mornings i will work.... but not all the time alr)
saturday.. slack around the mrng...teach from 1230pm-230pm in pasir ris. yupp... then i will either work or mugg.. (for the past 2 weeks... i worked)
sunday.. well.. its my day. i choose NOT TO DO ANYTHING and feel so so so so guilty about not doing anything. seriously!!

and the whole routin will go on n on n on n on...............

thats it folks... i m back to mugging at 130am monday morning!
wish me luck!

Fairytales..

8:58 AM

back dated post!!! HAHA!
this is what wanxin, shirley and I did in class! yupp.. it was super fun!! =) miss those class days...

VALENTINE'S DAY EVE a.k.a (SAD)!
well.. i worked the opening. =) with kwanyyy!!! yayness! and this is what i was greeeeetttteeeddd with when i went into the store room!! so sweet right?? *melts*

and there is this other note which says... "... close ur eyes and pretend that the rose is a sunflower...." awwwed! *MELT*

YINKWAN!!!! u always surprise me!! with all the little things u do. =) THANK YOUU!

Fairytales..

11:13 PM

aloha!!!! grins~

i wish somehow i have this icon thing on my blog. just like jolene's!!! *wave... hello jojo!!!*

hmmm.. nothing much is happening. but i found out that i'm making special trips to this special place to see a special someone.. *grins~

okay... update more.. gonna prepare to go teach now! -.-

Fairytales..

9:16 PM

OH YEAH!!! mugging! okay.. not now lar...! blogging how to mug! -_-"

anywayz... this is really a weird weird day... i'm actually having the want to mugg and to complete my essay today. so YES i'll complete my essay today. its looking pretty good now tho. =) only 3400 words to go!!! *what a motivation* anywayz... i'm mugging at valley point starbucks!!! seriously.. i can mugg better here than at GWC starbucks. god knows why. =) oh wells...

ohoh!!! so about the no fast food thingy... i've survived..... *1,2,3,4......... 37* 37 days yo!!!! HAHA! only like... another 328 days more! HAHA! okok.. shut up! -_-" hmm.... everything is looking good!!!! probs here and there is expected. oh.. i like where i m now. =)

so... its gonna be a good day! =) thats basically all that i can say!

cheerios!

Fairytales..

9:18 AM

so i'm sitting here infront of my comp again, thinking.

i just want this 4th year to be done fast! its killing me softly. like seriously, i duno how in the world i managed to survive all these years working and studying. adding on now, when i gave up one of my jobs, an opportunity pop right infront of me that i cannot say no to. and i really love what i'm doing. but hey.. i need time to breathe. i think will not be able to breathe properly from work overload for a couple of mths. so people, beware of me... i get nasty! HAHA!

then when someone just pop up from no where, i will thank the Lord God for hearing and answering my prayer. i m only waiting here yo... just sitting and waiting.

so i've been listening to chinese songs again. and on top of that, i've been listening to the same eng songs again and again. like... alot of times. and the worst thing is... its miley cyrus song. seriously.. her voice is really cannot make it.. but her songs are just oh so meltable. like one in a million. gosh. i've listen to that like ALOT of times.

back to the working thingy again.. i think the next to go is BnJ.. my baby..! gosh... i have to say bye to it soon. real sooon. wish me luck guys. to get all my work done, catch on sleep and hopefully, get a little something nice on vday. i know... i suck at this lar... i mean. the last vday was like.. okay.. crappy. this vday.. let me just say that i'm working. and this is the price i will pay for being too demanding and standing firm and not to settle for less. i knwo what i want.

so... i'm back to istening to miley cyrus and perhaps... start reading my 3 journal article. or mayb i'll just do that tmr?! HA! gosh.. i'm so so so screwed hur?! count down.... 5 more days to xculture due. and i m not even close to starting. gosh....!

good luck

Fairytales..