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Sunday, April 30, 2006

12:35 AM

did not blog yest cus it was already 12 when i reach home. hahha. so, now i m at lavinia's place. its count down time to church DND!! woo hoo!!

okay. yest many thingys happened. its crazy, pam got hurt, i took the workshop's lift, church got nice food, prepare for DND..hmm... haha. yupp. its fun man. dun wanna say how pam got hurt. i think its very silly for me n pam larr. anywayz, its still being investigated by uncle joe. we got a suspect! hehe

yupp, pam still can walk me home. she is good man! its not a veyr big cut but its a deep cut. when she walk me home, we saw police cars n fire engines at the flat opp my block. gosh when we reach my place, looked out of the window, realise that its not a small issue of faulse alarm or a small fire. its pretty big we guess. cuz there is 3 fire engines, 2 ambulance. gosh!! interesting to watch man! that.. took of the pain pam was feeling frm her leg! hehe. glad hat ur okay now pam!

so excited for DND later! btw.. the SDA team inally put up their posters at my estate. i thought that they will forgot that the pooling station will be at our estate. hahhaa. was happy to see that now, the SDA n the PAP posters r up. now, the comprtition begins!

in the newspaper today, dad was happy cuz one of the SDP person has said sumthing that my dad always wanted to say. hmm.. dun really know what. but i guess its much mre to the public's favour. hahaha.

anywayz, i m still very happy n totally looking forward to tonight's DND. how will it be man?? i will get to see bernadette. haha. also, my potential godma!! yupp.

i haven been really talking online these few days. only when i see the need too, then i talk. sorry jas.okay. hahaha.. gtg now. lavinia is out of the toilet. now is entertaining lavinia time! byee

Fairytales..

9:35 AM

yupp.. the PAP came again to my estate. think for the next few days i will get to see the PAP everyday. hmm.. i am only hoping now that the SDA will come n make their rounds. i wanna see what they have man!! hahaha

i was talking to this guy just now. he was interesting till when he trys to be a little funny. his jokes r not only lame, its also very irritating. he says things which r so funny. i duno hopw to say it. he doesn't type in full too. so i do not understand half the entire conversation. he wants me to sms him. hes 26! not the age factor. its the weird factor!!

hmm.. i m so so tired. these ppl tok to me online lyk there is no tomorrow. hahahaha...i m so 'hot' tonight. so many people wanna entertain me. usually, there will be only afew. know what too? fiona ong also tok to me man! well, i got nothing to say about her. she is stil the same. wanna patch things up. i did not want to. i told her its no point. i said it will be very awarkard. haiz. whatever the case is, i said that. good or bad outcome, i dun really care.

now i m talking to lavinia. she's gonna go sentosa! i wanna go too! i wanna tan!! the last time, i did not do a good tanning. n my skin peel so horribly, now its patches of white n tan!! gosh!! now it makes me remb the time i play ball n tan at the same time. i dun really need to think so much on how to tan! i miss netball. BTW the netball game today is cancelled. haiz.

i went out with mummy today. very fun man! mummy drink what i love to drink. mocha frapp with whip cream n mocha syrup n a flat lit. thanks to lavinia, i will not have known that that place provides free mocha syrup. hahaha. bought a FILA polo for myself n a island shop top. love it. n got myself a pair of jeans too. mummy got a crampler bag for kelda its green! i pick the colour. i love it!! had cheese cake with mummy too. she love it! hehehe. o... i almost F that 7eleven person. o well, i did. she is mean! cheat me on my badge n bluff my mummy on the price tag of the sweet! got us so fed up! grr!

well, its a saturday now, one more day to church DND! yeah! still hopeing that guy will go! oh.. pam, if ur reading this, dun be too sad. just pray. i want to be there with u. so sorry i can't. stay strong. she needs u now. -huggs-

Fairytales..

8:28 AM

haha.. just did 50 krunchers. will do more later. today is nomination day. pretty cool man. i finally saw lily neo in my estate. truthfully, i never see her in person b4 for the past 12 yrs i leave here man!! anyway, this yr, the SDA will be contesting with Jalan Bersa! pretty interesting. taking for the fact that i m totally understanding what elections is all abt now. probably the next elections in 5yrs time, i will have to vote. gosh. i m growing old!! yupp.

anywayz, i chilled out with lavinia today. hoho. that boy dun want to go for DND..!! OHH!!! church DND is this sunday man!!! GOSH!! so freaking excited! hahahhaa!!! yupp. i carn wait for that night! its gonna be a crazy night! n a memorable one too. i hope he comes! :))

i dreamt yesterday that i m a CHINESE teacher marking CHINESE O level papers in SEAB! n was marking with Ms Mak.. hoho~ gosh. why man!! its pretty interesting tho. have been having dreams lately. its okay if its good tho!

chatting online now. pretty interesting stuff i m toking with samuel. cool guy i tell ya! waiting for pam's call also. hmmm.. i also dl-ing -just once- song. watch SUPER NANNY just now. INTERESTING man!! the freaking 9 yr old gal called jo frost a bitch! n she said my friends think ur a bitch. i totally agree with them now. something along that line! hoho!okay gtg now. more interested talking to samuel than blogging.. yawns!

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7:36 PM

its fun man!! having free ben n jerry ice creams.. woo hoo! mummy had 5 cones! she really can eat man!! i had 2 cones.. chunky monkey!!! arghhhhhhhh!! rock on BnJ.. well.. now, plaining to go work there. think it will be fun. the pay is the standard pay work for the least hours one can find man! it rocks bigg bigg time. ohh... thats yesterdays news.

today, gonna have lor mee for lunch. the bukit purmi one. hoho~ will be going to shelton lorr. gosh. i finally realise that i m so wasting my time there larr. today its gonna be my last! at least, i know today will be the day i go to lilan's office to let her know. mayb the next time i go will be the day i get my graduation cert and testimonial n blah blah. will be going to run tonight. with men n jo. love it. running pretty early. duno where to run also. can sumone let me know where is the best place.. not so far but got a little route to follow and have many sight seeing to see and have very little traffic lights?? hahaha!!! where to find that in singapore man! i will update more in the night. ttfn!

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7:05 PM

like my blog?? heh~ BTW, i did it myself. in terms of changing infos n not get things screwed! i carn really find something that is me. gosh. anwayz, i have NO PIANO CLASS FOR 2 WEEKS!! is that cool or what? hoho~ free man!! off course the occational playing larr. looking forward to the game this fri man!! i hope serene can make it. o.. anyone collects the 7 eleven badges?? i need to exchange.

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10:45 AM

know what? i m really totally confused! i feel lyk crying. i dun noe! i dun feel myself anymore! its juz.. so not me! anyways, i just wanna SCREAM!!! its like.. everything just goes wrong today. people putting words into my mouth. people getting pissed off with me. people that i so dun understand! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i don't know what to do. i advise people. but in return, people have to advise me. wth is up with me man? its just that i have lots of anger in me noe. i only can write... or rather type it out. its a sunday already. not tired at all. only feel that i am so dead! monday is approaching. i am scared. to think about it, y do i have to ask her things? y do i have to get her approval to do things?

anyway. went church. bryan is so smart. i think he is better with me. as in.. i think he trust me. a little thick skin but yupp. i duno. i think he is different with the mum around. i miss hanging out with those church ppl. i dunno y but yupp. they r fun ppl to be with but.. yupp. juz have to be sure that i dun get into what pam got into.

seems lyk i got so much to blog today. dun understand man! argh! i m just having this emptiness that i m feeling. very weird. feel like going to bed but at the same time, i now that if i go to bed, i will not have a good sleep cause i will be worrying on my piano stuff. mayb also that i have had coffee just now in church.

well anywayz, i gtg.. this is life. i think i will just need to accept it. i miss Jas.. btw.. i mass msg to netballers juz now. know what?? no one replied! THANK YOU!

Fairytales..

5:09 AM

yeah man!!i finally got to blog!! tell u man.. i took almost the entire day trying to get into this page to blog larr. whats up with blogger man? anywayz, i m looking forward to tomorrow. i will get to exchange minnie for timon! hmm... i miss school life big time. i told lilian what happened witht he funfair. gosh.. know what? she dun even know whats happening. i m very suprised! hmmm. now, maybe my netball team will be out of alumni. i will be so happy man! really! we do nothing in alumni. gosh. i m looking forward to the game. MAJONG!! okay.. sorri.. ahem...

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11:24 PM

okay!!! dame it!!! i juz screwed my last blog!!! now i will have to change a blog!!! argh!!!! well... think its fated larr... yawns!! dun want to re-type... juz gonnna say.... yawns!! its a boring day!!! i have to meet that BOY! it suck big time! gotta shower now!

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