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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

7:46 PM

Aloha love!

Jan 1st.. new year, new start, new you- as what everyone think it is. HA! anywayz... Happy new year... may all ur resolutions be achieved by the end of this yr!!!!!

so.. on the 30th, went to timbre... fun fun FUN! =D i love timbre.. u know.. its such a sad sad thing cuz i love the atmosphere at the arthouse but i love the band in substation. sighs... anyway, timbre was fun and now i'm broke. thank you very much. (hey hon!! =D thanks thanks.....! i pray and wish that u can fly one day. dun be a land fairy lar...! must upgrade!=P)

so.. i got a new blog skin. nice hurr?! i guess some online people stole my last picture! =( i love that picccccccc!!!! *screams* ANYWAYZ... i like my blog skin now. tho its not the best one ever or the most ideal one ever but still... okok... i'm making no sense actually.

so i actually got called back to work for 2 days this week, making it 4 days working at BnJ. OMG! its not that its not a nice place to work or i don't want to work.. its just that its... draining.....! esp when i dun work THAT MUCH anymore. PLUS... i haven practise my pianoooooo!!!!!!! =X *helppppp!*

and so.. what is my new year's resolution u may ask.... well..... -grins- ask me hur..!

TTFN-

Fairytales..

3:03 PM

Its 7am in the morning now. gosh...! God knows why i'm up so so early. *sulk* i'm in fact yawning. but i just can't go to bed. sheesh! okay... so sorry for not blogging again. i promise its gonna be a regular thing again. =) and and!!!! my tagg board is GONE! *help!* so yes..... u can't really comment anything.. muahahaha! =(

spot the irony... laughing and sulking at one same thing. hmm... life have been justtttttttt that recently... I-R-O-N-Y! its like, i ate irony for breakfast everyday or something. sighs. well.. maybe cause christmas is getting near... its here infact. then again, each and every year, it get more and more depressing. whats the true meaning of christmas?! why can't we (i do just mean I) go back to the past where everything was a fairytale.. we believe in santa, that he will be come into our house (not from the chiminy duh!) and put presents in our stockings and he will eat the christmas cookies and drink warm milk! why oh why!!!!

Christmas now is like... just another day... where it is also a season of much spendings. every year, my budget goes up up up and burst! gosh!!! this is really depressing! *sulk* oh man!!!!! and that resulted me in not being able to sleep till 10am and actually waking up at 530am instead?! God! i think i'm gonna have a horrible day ahead of me! OMG!

As u can see.... i'm blogging unusually ALOT! which actually means something alr! =X has frisbee game yesterday in CJ with yanling and her canoe teammates which ended up to be all guys... okay.. know what? i will just stop there regarding the game! its depressingly fun and memorable!

I miss the time where i get to see christmas tree in my house... put up lights.... have a little fight over where to put what.... going out to orchard to see light ups. well. all those ended when i was say....... pri 6? my sis was only K2.. lucky me sad her? perhaps. sigh.... why m i such an emo person that remembers the past and wanting the past so so so darn badly? and also to what something which i know that will never ever happen in this world but yet... still believing in it deeply. sometimes i wish i do actually grow up a little more in thinking. i'm still in my little fairytale land where all bad things will come to an end with a happy happy HAPPY ending!

you know... its like what walt disney's stories tell you when you are young. the ugly can be with the pretty (beauty and the beast) the lonely and forgotten can be remembered and loved one day (cinderella) there is such things as humans flying and fighting off evil people in the 7 seas (peter-pan! i love tinklebell btw) and and.. there is a 100-arce woods in the dreams of a child.... (winnie the pooh)... gosh.. and everything has a fairytale ending....! why can't this happen in real life hur?!

i remb watching on you tube this one song... goes something like...
"every girl can be a princess.. you don't have to learn to be one by wearing all the pretty stuffs. just be good in your heart.. fashion can be learnt!....." something like that lar....! okay... emo is over... good morning... good night!

Fairytales..