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Sunday, December 30, 2007

4:02 PM

i ran on friday!!!!! i RAN!!!! omgomg. i can't believe that i have the motivation to run! haha! oh wells. i did 2.4km n clocked in 15:52. gosh... its sucky man!!!! WHO WANTS TO RUN WITH ME!? (yanling.. i see u! HAHA!) =D so i have been doing my essays. but argh.. i think i will have to hand in one later than the due date. n why?! cuz it dues on the exact same day n i have no time to do it!!! gosh.. AH! but to think abt it, i have 1 week to do 2 essays and and.. i m going to be done with my other essay. organisation behaviour essay seems to be more like a health psych essay. i duno if what i m doing is right lar. i pray i'm going the right track!!! HAHA!

i have been dreaming. dreaming of things that i hope will come true actually. HA! sometimes, weird dreams just pop up in my head. nono. not the kind that i sleep n dream. but its the kind that i sit and do something n a flash of situation pop up infront of me. well.. 2008 is coming.. doing countdown. countdown never seem so important to me. or rather, i did not see the importance of it till now. how slow can i be yah?!

i went to eski bar with jasmine the other night. wonderful night man!!!! n next stop!!! its to cold rock! i want to eat cold rock!!! i bet its gonna be better then BnJ! okay.. shut up!! HAHAHA! anyone from BnJ sees this, pretent u never see anything. HAHA!

jasmine n my drink! gosh.. i want more! =D

and so... BnJ day!!!! i worked with SARAH!!!!! u geeky geeky geek!!! u can't be compared to allt he geeks in the world!!!! u r just SO NOT geeky at all! muahaha!!! enjoy working with u sarah dearest! =D n its cuz i'm working with u thats why i remb abt work!!! =P BE HONOURED! HAHA!

a change in shift!!!!! sarah is the geeky one.. HAHA! yes.. n me.. the far right is shuyi with her new scandel at the far left, amanda who is my lesbian partner!!! if only francis came earlier, we will have a complete change shift photo! =D

so thats about it for the update. i have to finish my OB essay now b4 going for Pam's birthday chalet!!!! woot woot. i duno ifi'm excited abt it or what eh!!!! gosh.. HAHA!!! oh wells... to OB!!! =S

to end today's post.... here's bye bye from the ever geeky (not at all) SARAH!

Fairytales..

1:30 AM

its 1am and i m blogging. nothing much actually. i m just so tired but i can't get to sleep cuz of the cough i'm having. coughing the entire day today. not forgetting yesterday, the day b4 n mayb even the day b4 that. this is getting irritating. mayb i should go see a doctor. then again, dad always say: "go eat medicine ah. see whats there in the fridge. go sleep early. i dun wan to waste money for u to go see a doctor." oh wells.

i miss the times that i can do completely nothing. today, went out with jasmine. when i was rushing from taka to wheelock in the fastest walking pace i ever walked, it just came to me that mayb, i should slow it down. there is always something in everyone's head. to get things done, to get things going. slow down guys, take it easy. then again, there are many many more things that one cannot relax for n hence, the fast pace of singapore. welcome to singapore.

*cough cough*

u know how sometimes i really really hate singaporeans!? they cut queue, make themself real low. today, when i was at the counter collecting my phone at nokia, there is this lady that cut my queue. so i just told jasmine that she did that. i let jasmine read my lips. i duno what di di do wrong! ha. then again, chermaine NEVER know what she did wrongly. so.. jasmine commented "welcome to Singapore!" n i replied her the same thing! n the lady asked me to go 1st. so i did. n then she complained ALOUD abt me being so low as to complain that she cut my queue. i was so close to slapping her.. seriously.

*cough cough*

shopping yesterday was simply fun. bought shirts! wow. i can't remember when was the last time i spent that much without even thinking. ha! some human being bought so many things too!! n got so happy! gosh. yesterday was fun.

n this is how the week went by. if not for sarah, i won't have remembered that i m working tmr morning. it just zoom by. n then poof! gone. n welcome 2008!

Fairytales..

11:12 PM

so there was this dempsey party that day. totally felt out of place. i mean.. seriously. i really did try to fit in lor. but its just not working. but anyway.. i did closing b4 going down. did with amanda (who is currently my new lesbian lover) and joshua (who is irritating me from all the gimme gimme more). n xinjian (aka my neighbour from how lavinia will say) came to help a little. speed up the process so we can go b4 the midnight charge starts! n so... using joshua's mac book, we came up with this picture!

so carmen and i were bored when we went out with the aunties.. they had gathering.. we tagged along. n so.. we experiment with christmas!!! n i totally love this pic!!!! n hate the ball for not being clear!!!! oh wells.

netball gathering at lavinia's place!!!!!!! point to take note. NEVER EVER allow under age to drink! if they do, CONTROL THEM and TEACH them the RIGHT way to drink n not get drunk! was so scary i tell u!

food prepared by us! OMG i tell u!!!! it is horrible!!! we got SO SO MUCH food!!!!! what u see is not all okay!!! theres like one more chicken, jello salad, LOG CAKE, PUMPKIN soup which was suppose to be for 10 ppl but made only for 2!!! tknx lavinia! HA!

and so.. the long awaited singles party!!!! organised by organizer- WANXIN and co organiser- ME! the party was WOO HOO!!!! will be better with the music and all tho. HA! but nevertheless, it was BRILLIANT! it was so so so fun!!! love it..

after the party it was like midnight. didn't feel like going home.. and SO.. went to tong shui!!! and tada.. ATE AGAIN! fat i tell u.. chermaine is putting on WEIGHT!look at the bread lar!!!! ITS HUGE!!! n nice!!!! OMG!!! i want to go eat now! shit! =P

anywayz... christmas is around the corner. i'm working tmr!!!!! what is this man!!!! work on xmas eve?! no mass for me. only on xmas day!! gosh. anywayz.. spend this xmas well ppl! celebrate not only the joy of giving and all the things u can get, but also, know the significance of this day. the birth of christ!

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Fairytales..

7:47 PM

hey all! i haven been blogging as you can see. well what can i say.. MANY things are happening. and well.. happened! been so busy with so many little things and big huge things like school. what can i say eh?! went to watch enchanted that day with wanxin, carol and julia. and its such a good show. have i mentioned it already?! well.. if i did.. ha, its so good that i have to repeate it! and yes. i got hooked to he song So Close. its brilliant! the lyrics is at the end of the post. its simply briliant. =)

what else, yah. singles party tmr! well.. i'm excited. thats all i can say. i hope for the best. pray for the guidence and protection from the worst. friends who care is all i need. =) so thank you for being there. =) oh. there was a party last week b4 this coming one. it was difRays FIRST party! =) i'm so proud of all of you. you made this team! n theres no me alone so thank you very much for staying with me all the time thru ups and downs. follow up, was the dempsey party. bbq at dempsey.sounds weird eh?! HA! but they did it! =D was feeling kinda out of place tho. why?! i only work there once a week. and if its not cause of xinjian who works every monday when i work, i will not know anyone lar! HA! thank god for the ppl i meet in life! for some go away and some stay. i thank God for everything he planned.

see this God-ly thing i'm doing?! yah. kinda just realised it. =/ well.. chermaine have to go back to church. not only church i need to follow and get back to where i left off. churching on christmas eve i think. ha! jasmine!!!! let me know ya?! =D seriously, God is good God is great. he is the one seriously to help me find all the best things in life for me. friends.. really. F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

what else have i got to say!? everything is more or less perfect for me now. tho yesterday, it was really a horrible day. never fel so down. never felt so lousy. i will never do plannings again. i m not a leader. HA! i have to follow!!!! follower i m. =)

gosh. its so cold... i'm in class now listening to Eric talking about bullying! n its FREEZING! its like winter wonderland! oh my god! okay... some random thots... i want tmr to come. i m all excited! but really. i hope no one will get angry with me when i tell them they have to pay for it! oh no.. chermaine is scared for that matter only. but i shall be STRONG yah!? JASMINE!!! i need u to PSYCH me now! HA!

okay now.. i'll go listen to Eric talk about bullying. =P n i will update again tonight if i have to! =D for now, i'm happy. happiness is good!

before i go.. as promised.. the wonderful song.. "So Close" enjoy.

So Close by Jon Mclaughlin

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Fairytales..

11:46 PM

why haven i blog for a darn long time? well.. busy? not exactly. not busy? not exactly too. well.

result is out. only for learning and behaviour. once again.. chermaine is disappointed with her results. she only got a credit. i really thought that i will get a distinction for this tho. omg.. this sem is gonna be all the way semester! study study study. but wait... not exactly.. JASMINE IS GONNA BE HOME SOON!!!! soonish!! =D and and and.. there are TONS of parties waiting for me!!!! woo hoo! i love life when its this way. but wait... i have to study at the same time.

i just catch enchanted. beautiful show. if u haven watch it, go catch it! and if u have a BF.. PLEASE bring him along too! haha! n vice versur! =D

netball!!! yes.. all about it.. umpiring is tougher then i thought. gosh.. its stressing me out! to be an umpire, it takes SO many qualities... 5Cs as how julie will put it! but wth... i'm gonna pass this man!!! and ohoh... monday is driving test again!!! gosh am i scared! twice i went into circuit and i mount kerb 3 times each time i'm in! wth!!!! this is not good!!!!! netball and driving and school is STRESSING THE HELL OUT OF ME!

so now.. chermaine is gonna be a.. studyholic!!!!! jasmine.. i will still spend time with u!!!!! =)

Fairytales..