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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

10:25 PM

lets me lay out the realities and than the dreams.

REALITY...
- PY2104 maga essay due this fri (pss.. i'm not even close to 1000 words!)
- PY2107 critiques due next friday (pss.. chrissy n i haven met up!! minus all the times in class!)
- PY2104 presentation due the following tuesday (pss.. i dun want to talk abt it!!)
- PY2111 presentation is still far away but mega essay.. hmm..
-PY2107 mega essay.. (right.. lets just say i dun know whats going on in that class! )
- piano!!! exam is COMING! n i m not understanding alot of stuff!!!!!!
- driving.. (pss.. i'm still stalling the car. i think my instructor is pissed off with me! )
- umpiring! (pss.. my stamina is so not there! umpire what!?!?!)

DREAMS!!!!
- able to finish studying my piano stuff for the week in ONE DAY!
- i need courage!
- some human being decides to use a little more of her brains and do the project!
- teach piano and play netball only!!!!!!

yawns... this is all i've got to say. i need to finish my essay by tomorrow!!! why? cuz today is WEDNESDAY! gosh!!!! i need to get it done soon!!!! GRR!!!

irony... i'm gonna go watch grey's anatomy now! byebye!

Fairytales..

11:42 AM

i have a wonderful day tomorrow!!!! driving starts at 645AM!! yes.. i'm not in the right mind. oh wells.. i guess.. its just for that one day only right? unless i really screw up my circuit driving. gosh.. driving test is coming soon! n i SO HOPE i pass with just one go! 645AM driving will only mean that i have to wake up at 530AM LATEST tomorrow and leave the house by 6AM! even earlier than going to school abt 3 yrs back! and lets just sayt hat its goona be my FIRST time waking up so early after my O level days. yawns.. i can see myself sleeping in the train! HAHA! after driving.. (ends at 845AM) i will be heading home (which i think i will reach home at 945AM) i'll go to SLEEP! n than got piano class!!!! *screams* not that i'm not looking forward to it. rather.. i haven done anything n i will be wasting my money!!!

by the way, i think money is super duper small. if i did not work.. i will not have the money to buy clothes at all. dun even think of driving! driving is squeezing my pocket! n i've got to spend $200 every mth on it! gosh.. (n go away u fool!! tell me u have so much money n stuff! gross.. go away for u dun work n u wil NEVER understand how hard it is to earn money! go away!)

i'll be working with LAVINIA babe tomorrow! wooppy! i've work little with her even tho we are like.. u know. sigh.. politics! hate it man!! maybe i should learn to play the politics too! than i can be the best of the best! MUAHAHAHA! =X anywayz.. i still wish i ave the courage to tell someone some stuff. =) give me some time okay?!

JASMINE!!! call me!!!

so.. its to piano now. bye bye!!!!

he's so adorable! =)

Fairytales..

11:05 PM

these are BACK-DATED photos! part 1... out to sentosa with dearest lavinia! =) (finally going to sentosa!)

going to sentosa..! visit vivo! i need BOOST!!! =) its my fav man!

the beach is MINE!! oh.. it don't look like its in sentosa ya?

and so... when we're a little bored.. we take photos! lavinia forgot that the cam have a string. haiz.. its a nice photo! =) the sun love us so much that we can't open our eyes! gosh..

and there is the part where i FINALLY went! underwaterworld! =)

not forgetting!!! dolphin lagoon! i love the dolphins! adorable! =))

i can't upload too many photos. my internet is screwed sometimes.. update soon! =)

Fairytales..

11:57 PM

do u know where this is?! its not the JCU aussie campus nor is it the future JCU singapore campus. its actually NUS law! its pretty! gosh.. felt so overseas when i was there. *drool*

actually ar... my cam in the phone is not too bad eh? pretty nice shots. not forgetting.. its clear too! gosh.. love my phone!

that day too.. i went to dempsey after going to NUS law with cat. n thats her with her SOBET! gosh.. i got cheated! i paid for service charge too! was kinda pissed off when i found out! could have save another 1 buck! grr...

i've got more pics.. when i go to sentosa with lavinia! gosh.. thats like the best n worst time EVER! will never forget it! =)

oh yes... to some human..i'm doing fine w/o u! or rather.. i feel so much better w/o ur presents! at least i'm less stressed! well.. everythings been great if ur wondering. =)

to another human.. i've been thinking a bit these days.. mayb i've really gotten my answer. i may consider to move on. or mayb i moved on.. just not sure if i'm really moving on. u understand me?

Fairytales..

9:25 PM

i bought stuff again! i bought HARRY POTTER soundtrack! yes! i finally got it. but i got the 4th album instead of the 5th! still love it tho. hmm.. i fell in love immediately with this track called "potter waltz" its really very very very nice. when i heard it.. its like, i wanna dance. it made me feel as if i m somewhere far away with totally no worries at all. and on top of that, i was with a guy. HAHA! i wish that this magical stuff really happens sometimes. like.. my theory is.. what if some of us are really wizards or witches? maybe right? u can't exactly rule out that fact ya? see.. maybe haze is not haze.. what if they are something else like what the book said? hmm... maybe i m thinking too much. but i think u cannot rule out the fact. HAHA! =) oh wells.. yes. the song. its PERFECT! u have to listen to it! its like the BEST song ever! i duno y.. but i makes me dance.. it made me laugh.. it made me think and go far away n dream! so.. maybe.. if u wanna get away from reality, listen to this song and dream... =)

Fairytales..

11:27 PM

today's training.! fun i tell ya. we had a little game with Windaroo Valley High School. they are from QLD! =) pretty fun lar. they are SO TALL n SO YOUNG! high school.. hmm... its so interesting. but they are playing with blaze i think. but what the heck.. my team still got to ply. those who did not come for training today.. HAHA.. u guy missed out on a game! its fun! really. aussies! =)

Fairytales..

9:45 AM

and so.. i FINISHED harry poter! hmm... its a good book. please.. if u have the time, go read! =) got back another of my result. well.. the same thing. expected better grades. piano exam on the 3rd nov. well well.. getting nearer and i still have not done anything.. i guess, its mugging time. like serious mugging as if exams. =) i'm still wanting this end yr party. i've got the theme! =) yeah.. n yes yes.. its i think something quite impossible to do. but i hope to pull it thru. =) i'll slowly release the theme when i think it can work out. =) no worries man.. its not sumthing like winter theme party! thats impossible unless i'm loaded to get everyone into snow city. oh wells~

so... school.. i'm gonna meet prof later regarding some module that i so hate. anywayz, thats not the pt here. i still want some dreams to come true. u see, it will be good right? but in reality, will it be the best plan? oh no..! i've been thinking hard again.. as usual, for a matter that i dun have to think abt n to let Him do the job. but my butt itchy n poke it into it and now i think. haiz. oh yes.. i have photos. but than again.. HAHA!!! u guess it right. chermaine is LAZY! y m i so lazy now ar... so much abt getting those Ds this sem. i think i will be getting Cs this sem again!! my potential is at C i guess.. grr.. schooling later.. i'm go do stuff now! =)

p.s- i love the last harry potter book. but not as much as i love the entire series. if only j.k rowling break book 7 into one mre book.. n END THE BOOK BETTER instead of 3 words! "All was well."

Fairytales..

11:59 AM

as i have always said for the past few weeks, i WANT to finish reading potter! its so good! but than again, i dun wanna finish it. i find it so rushy now that i left 6 chpts! oh wells... and when i finish the book, i will not have anything to read b4 i sleep that i will have to either... get one book which is as good as potter OR to read my text which i will sleep immediately after i open it. gosh.. i need to start studying. procrastination is BAD!! grr... i pray that i find the strength to carry on.

and so, the days are getting nearer. to nothing in specific actually. maybe, things like.... piano theory, driving, school stuff and say.. work! i have a love hate r'ship with work man! just received 2 assignments for PY2111.. gosh.. need to get it done ASAP man! n yes.. i told her! i'm working with her! i think i will have to lead. mayb it will save me from getting a fail for the module that i so love! need the HDs man!!!! class ended.. i'll continue tonight! i've got lots to say!!

Fairytales..

4:12 PM

see what happens when one dun blog for long? yupp.. overdue pics and stories! =) anywayz, heres a pic of the RAIN i was DRIVING in. gosh.. its super duper heavy that i was super ultra careful! i would say.. the best driving lesson ever. it was kind exciting too ya know! =)

went to bernyce's b'day party at changi loyang chalet! gosh.. dun go there w/o car unless ur so familiar with that place! took 2 hours to get there! n spend say.. 6 bucks on cab! yawns.. n on the bus, this is what we did to cat! been going out with cat quite a bit i guess.. 2 pics of her.. trying to be different as usual! =) nice time out cat! lets go out again!!! n plz.... bring the CAR!
last but not least.. i've been enjoying pottering.
been reading potter every night. if only i have the energy to finish it all at once. its getting so exciting but i have to stop cuz i'm so tired! plus the recent times i'm having lao sai! haha! bad tummy for 2 weeks alr. what can i say? i love potter.. dun you? =)

have to catch up with school work soon. its like, i'm so far behind time! hmm... plus, all the assignments are all coming in. all the due dates can be seen now! hmm.. and lets add on to the piano that i have yet to complete! gosh.. i'm kinda doomed right? =X i guess, time is not what i need. its motivation n momentum! =) oh wells.. i think some ppl gonna start uni tmr alr. so fast eh?!

now i guess.. its to potter. no wait.. i have to do research! grr!

p.s.. i want u to take care! =)

Fairytales..