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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

11:55 PM

let me make a real post now. (not that the others was like crap!)

do u realise how we are loving music now that it is part of lifestyle now? i lived with no MP3 player for abt one mth? n yes.. i got to know my surroundings more nw. its like how one will feel when he/she did not bring the hp out. its the same theory. oh wells. hmm.. tho i got a MP3 player now.. i dun really use it. whats the pt right? HAHA! =)

today is wed.. many things happened. its gonna be the last day of work for someone and prob tomorrow will be the last day of work for the other someone. for the both of u wonderful people, do remember to stay happy and visit when u have the time. i wish u all th best here. ! =)

the other thing is that, justin came down today. gonna keep the surprise here. =) HAHA!! n its pretty fun lar. oh yes.. environmental today was REALLY fun. hmm.. i hope i will do real well for envt tho. i know i will screw up my 2101 n i really hope that the bell curve will really help me out here! i'm just praying! =X n yes... i love the idea of finishing my lab report at least one today! n the other.. oh wellss... i think it will be done pretty fast! =)

today at work, i found my own breed. HAHA! the person that will dance to the beat with me and sing and go GAGA with me! she's michelle!!! ppl.. cilquefyables.. dun take me wrongly.. u all are still the same breed as me.. tho i think i'm cold most of the time! HAHA! to zapholicaus, i love u.. chill man.. i know its tough on u.. ur like a durian.. n i think everyone in the grp is too... we are all here for u! love u lots-

i kinda have a sad yet fun day today. sad cuz it may be the case that the level 1 umpiring will be help in sept. n i'm gonna be really sad if that happens cuz than, i will be freaking busy. with al the exams cuming up and yes.. driving in sept. i really hope a miricle will happen just like the orientation course. =) how now brown cow?? fun cuz, i managed to understand what the hell i'm doing for my lab report. n yes.. i'm gonna finish it. n yes.. i had LOTS of fun working today. =)

i lvoe all.. i love life. tho sometimes i think that whatever i see is actually a dream. everything is happening but its a dream. i wonder what is this called in psych man. its like.. whatever i do, say, see, touch, smell, process etc is like a past to me but yet, present. unreal but real. its just weird. mayb i'll really be a psycho one day. =S oh wells. =)

i think i better go off to finish my lab report now. bye!

Fairytales..

8:00 PM

just a few more days to the end of term!! this is scary man!! =( i still have tons of things to do. i never felt so tight up during uni b4! this term suck big time. n especially 3110 is not helping! i'm gonna ask for help this time instead of the wanting to be the person who wants to know it all. i need help!! know how last sem i always press the panic button cuz exams are around the corner and i so can't get myself to study? this term is so much different!!! OH MAN!!! HELP!!!

was at the store just now.. n yes.. all my favourite ppl are working!!! we are the cliquafyables! we got... zapholicaus, maypholicaus, pampholicaus, nanapholicaus and chermpholicaus! =) i m so happy with these ppl!! =) i love u all!!! =)) pampholicaus is confused today.. CONFUSED NO MORE FOR CLIQUAFYABLES IS HERE TO SUPPORT U!!! =) okay.. i m going highhhhhhhh...

now.. break's over.. chermaine is back to stats report! =)

TATA

Fairytales..

8:25 AM

even when things are not turning out as well as i've planned, i will still have to move on. its like how things just get stuck at one spot. they will lay stagnent. i want to touch it tho. i'm SO behind time for school work n revision. i duno if tomorrow's revision will be productive too. what shall i study? i think i will continue to do my sensation and perception. now- report or study? i think i really start studying way too early. i ought to be shot for this man! nx sem will be better eh? one mre mth.. and it will be the start of the 2nd sem. how interesting eh. so fast! nx sem will be interesting. i'll be having to juggle 3 modules and piano theory (omg) and driving test. HAHA! i can't wait for the day i drive on the roads w/o my instructor nagging away. HAHA! its for my own good i guess. =) i still long to go to dempsey. i duno y but i think there is a sense of home there from the looks of it. time flies so fast eh. soo exams will be over and i'm all up n going for work, netball and yes, time for friends and piano! so hate it! AHHA! anywayz, i gtg do readings! ttfn ppl! =)

Fairytales..

10:43 PM

so much about being busy.. i still find the time to blog. how funny. oh wells.. i will be FINALLY going to work tomorrow. like work work! HAHA! but thats not the pt here. the pt is.. i think i need a break.. i think i start studying too too too early.. n i think i'm lossing ALL my stamina now! dun ask y m i so stupid to start so freaking early- cuz i dunno as well!! i'm at the last chapter of brain now.. it seems like i've completed right?? well done chermaine. but i feel like i know NUTS! besides what i've learn for mid terms. i think the finals is gonna be a killer paper. n when u have classmates who are so smart.. i tell u.. the curve is gonna be like wow! anyway.. its gonna be one more chapter n then i'm done with brain.. than i can take a little break n study sensation n perceptio since its almost the same.. than i can do ALL REPORTS! yes.. dun ask y its still not handed up. its screwed!

anywayz.. there is no trng tomorrow. i'm sad man.. i was looking forward to this one. but guess what? the nx one i will not be able to go.. than the number of ppl will be like close to zero.. next week.. one step closer to being official! i will prove myself useful to mankind! HAHA! anywayz now.. its back to brain!

toodders!

Fairytales..

11:34 PM

i'm thinking now. what should i do for my team? its gonna be stagnent again. so much about wanting to bring it to greater heights. m i just too ambious again? m i asking too much? dun worry, i'm not emo-ing. just thinking. i have too many things to do that i can only think. i can't put it into actions.

some other pictures!

its just a little little small.. i duno y also.. ask jojo!! HAAH!

count down to be official! =)

Fairytales..

8:26 PM

even tho this sem is really sucky, i managed to find fun.. time to make my friends around me less stress and happy!!! happy birthday justin!!! n wanxin too.. found time to make her BF happy.. this is how it went!

wan xin n mr smily...!!! her love for her love!! =)

this is gonna go into my environmental project.. this is called crowding. HAAH! =)happy birthday justin!!! this guy is grumpy today!!! but o wells.. balloons make people happy! =)

i wish i have 26 hrs! =)

Fairytales..

8:20 PM

OMG!!! the day is like SO OMG!!!yes... its tiring... i think i'm FAT! period!

Fairytales..

5:02 AM

yeah!!! now is photos time! =)

time with catherine on MSN! OMG its so fun!!! =) cya soon catherine!! =)

this very day.. we went to dempsey. its O-SO-PRETTY! and the ppl are O-SO-PRETTY too!! =) Love u jo.. Love u xinyi!!

Mayvina's bday at NY!! with me n xinyi! =) oh wells.. HHAAHA!!! hope u had a great time! =)

this is the time for me where FRIENDS are so VERY impt! =) cheers to all!

today:

had training after a long long time in STC! yes!! finally its in STC! but gues what? its not exactly as planned. mayb sometimes i have to not aim or even expect anything at all. like what they usually say, the more u expect, the more it will not happen. its the same as how i wanted a HD for 2106 SO freaking badly but so not close to it at all. right. this exam i'm not gonna do anything wrong alr. its enough. =) oh a good note, i love the pack schedule. i love the fact that i have tons of things to do. but the thing is that yes.. i know.. i'm so nuts! but seriously.. try being super pack! can't wait for monday to finish the LAST lesson for stats!! but.... 3110 will be oly startin on the lab experiment. i hate it man!!! which means i gotta rush again!!! i hope kerry anne do sumthing about the time table-ing n stuff! oh man.. i love being busy!!! so i'm getting busy now!!! =) toodders!

Fairytales..

6:42 PM

OMG!!!! i can actually blog in school!!! so much to say man... but since its just alright now.. i shall blog justy a little bit so that in case it goes bonk!! HAHA! oh wellss... in short.. i met pri school friend- lorraine, currently working at BnJ too!! hmm... i have lots of stuff to do cuz exams are all coming up! yah... i wil try to blog at home but than again... if i don't, go to my snapfish or ask me for the link! =) anywayz.. i having fun in class now.. its like so fun! =) HAHA! mayvina... have fun!!! drive well. =) jasmine.. i will talk to u real soon... xinyi.. so sorry about that day in the office. i really wanted to go shopping. letys go again some other time. =) clara... where is the gathering??? jojo... no stres eh? love the sunflower! =) n send me the photos! pam... ur got the bnJ crazy-ness!!! y are u so high these few times? HAHA! oh wells... i really wanna go out.. but studies is KILLING me!oh wells... cya all soon!!! i'll try to blog. =)

toodders!

Fairytales..

7:55 PM

jasmine is crazy!!! she is oh so cute! =P talked to jasmine today! OMG!! HAHA!!! lets just keep it that way! =)

time to say goodbye!!!!! smile!!! i love the pigg! =)

14/05/07

hey friends!!! i can't seem to post new entries into this blog anymore!!! gosh.. god knows why.. just to let u all know!!! toodders! =)

Fairytales..

6:12 PM

guess... i'm in class. HAHA!! oh wells! =) yesterday.. my entire family slept in one room! how interesting eh! =P anywayz, i'm almost done with my lab report. but i'm still stressed! okay.. chermaine says she is confuzzled!

Fairytales..

9:38 PM

i'm tired
i'm zoonked out
i'm everything but alert.

leave me alone in my little room to finish this darn lab report!

good bye!

Fairytales..

11:55 PM

i passed!!!
THANK YOU!!! -grins-
i'm one step closer!

Fairytales..

11:55 PM

i'm sorry,

i did it again.

i duno y but i had to.

thankyou.

pamela goh have 2 sisters who came down to help with closing today. they are named ping n pong! given by weetiong! n xinyi now has 2 sisters too!!! named ting n tong.. AHAH! right.

anywayz.. i'm sorry.

Fairytales..

11:55 PM

i dun remember the last time i cried.

somehow, i wish i can cry now, on someone's shoulder.

you know, i felt so much like crying today. i dun no why. mayb i was stressed? i'm replacing xj for work tomorrow. i'm suppose to work on thurs but not working than i decided to work again cuz i promised justin that i will work like 2 weeks ago. i'm suppose to work on friday too!! but i'm not now. if i work all those days, i will be working 4 days! nothing wrong with that. but somehow, i'm guilty. or rather, i felt guilty. cuz i will not have time to do my work. to tell u, my exams are in a blink blink of the eyes! its like 5 weeks? or mayb 6 weeks. nevertheless, i try.. i tried to find replacement. tried to feel good that i will be taking time off my books. but know what? i have not yet started on anything! i , not charissa or eric please! i dun have the cells to remember everything. so please, let me go. why do i actually have no more common topic with u? why do i dread talking to u? why do i find that we r distaning? why do i feel that tis a must to do stuff for u? why do i feel like i'm doing everything? why why why!!!

sometimes, i really love all my friends, family etc. but sumtimes, i want to hide back into my shell and go into the land that is my own. the one that is FAR away from the city. i dun like studying. seriously, who does? (there sure to be the minority but hey!) i need time, i need space, i need ppl who will listen to me, understand me and let me go when i'm to tighted up. why can i do this to ppl n i dun get it in return? yupp, never do sumthing and expect a return. but who said so? i make ppl laugh, i make ppl's day, i listen to my friends when they have prob.. but do they listen to me? sure.. they do. but do they really understand how i really m when i dun speak? m i just tired or m i pondering? m i wanting a shoulder to lay on or do i want a person to rant on? i seriously need sumone who understands me.

so my friends, i'm sorry. i may seem to be pms-ing. but i'm not. i'm just stressed up with work cuz i'm expecting alot this term. i'm so sorry.

ben n jerry's today! =)
tho its the worst day ever at BnJ, i had fun!!! how bad? we had the worst crowd!! the biggest crowd!! the most hard core off premise delivery and to add on.. i can't find replacement which means i have to work, which means my grades will prob be affected due to lack of sleep and time. so... i decided to ete off a bulk! and xj n pam decided to join in the fun! yay-ness! wow!!! its like the best thing ever man!!! =)

xj n me!! =) i love the bulk!! its strawberry cheesecake!!! my love-to-be!

just look at pam!! she LOVE eating off the bulk! especially when its the worst day ever at BnJ!

this is overdue photos! HAHA!! this is what happend when u study brain n stats! it suck! =)

Fairytales..