you're a mystery yourself

Monday, April 30, 2007

10:50 PM

i can never fig out how to use picasa man! HAYO!!! so.. i will just go to the traditional way of putting pics up.. =) on snapfish n here!!

look who i went out with today?? its claire!! haven met her for YEARS n i met her at the library today! cheers to her!! =)

HAHA!!! yes.. i went church visiting today. went to all the churches that are around the national library. cool stuff i tell u! =)

and this my friends.. is the nice skylines of singapore. its been raining alot these nights. after the rain, the mornings are cool and the skies are pretty. the colours are so unique. not seen is this little island all the time! =)

for now.. these are the pics.. i dun dare put too many yet.. i will improve on my picasa skills! HAHA!! oh wells.. =)

toodders!!

PS. stats really suck today! BIG HUGE time! grr.. so hope i can do well for the overall. =)

Fairytales..

9:53 PM

why do i do things that i so dun understand?

my dream of becoming someone still stays. i'm NOT going to back out now. nothing happened during the day friends, no worries. i'm just thinking why in the world m i put here on earth for? u know, my parents have been supportive but it took me LONG to realise it. mayb because they dun really show it out. n adding on, they say things which hurts more than praises. so than again.. heres why i'm sticking to what i want. yes.. i'm mean.. i'm demanding.. i'm dominaring. what the hell.. i'm moving on.. leaving the past behind and seeing myself up there someday.

toodders people!

Fairytales..

11:07 PM

its already saturday. and what have i done for monday's test? nothing. yeah.. i'm so hoping that i will do well cuz its open book. but even if it is.. i have to study right? but what the hell.. its so not working. everybody is panicking.. me too.. but its just that i dun seem to be doing anything much. like i want to do but not doing? yah.. same logic there. somehow i wish now that time will just freeze.. for 2 days.. actually, 1 day will do. stats drives me up the wall. n yes.. driving drives me to the car! that instructor of mine seems to have a bowl of grumpy cereal, bitter coffee and rotten banana for breakfast every friday! he is one cranky instructor! OMG!! i can't stand driving man!!! its total no communication! i'm like FREAKING tense up everytime man!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!

i think i'm weird actually, i somehow wish that i can get so busy that i will fall ill.. sometimes i wish that everything will just stop and the worst of all, sometimes i really wish that things go MY way. n the day is dedicated to only me. i do tell ppl that i the day is mine.. but i dun really mean it.. cuz i LOVE kuzco n i adapt to his talking. muahahaha!!! but now to think of it, i think i will like it if ONE day things just revolve around me! =) won't that be great??

in any case, my name is CHERMAINE not xiao mei!! so STOP calling my XIAO mei or SIAO mei in ANY way u decide to right.. thankyou very much! i hate working! P.E.R.I.O.D..!

MAYVINA!!! i need shopping... XINYI!! i nees shopping.. CLARA!!! i need to chill n show u my new bollywood dance moves... PAM!!! i want to go watch midsummers night dream! REGINA!!! u better bring something home from HK for me!!! *i'm watching u!*

bubble gum!! xinyi went to aussie land and bought japan bubble gums! so smart of her! HAHA!! but I CAN BLOW BUBBLE N XINYI CAN'T!!! look at my sad sad face.. i let her win only lor!!! make her feel good! bleh.. =) xinyi.. i'll buy u gums n u can practise n practise during work!! i want starburst's squirts!!! and pop the thing thru the membrane!!!

netballers...
we'll meet up soon!!!
real soon!
jia you!

Fairytales..

11:07 PM

Fairytales..

10:24 PM

i hate stats!!! its killing me softly!! n john tan can play that song during break lar!!! how smart. mayb he did not know. oh wells. anywayz.. i'm loving the song "just so you know" by jesse macartney. HE is CUTE please!! i was at harbour front's animal and i heard this song!! i was like so awake after. haha! oh wells. wanxin was talking about going to K tonight. i no mood for K!! WHY!! so not me actually. had badminton game today with justin, christine n louis! how fun!! oh yes.. i feel fit!! AHHA! i'm aching! OH NO!! guess who m i working with tmr? oh so right. i hope ppl can come down n company me. just the prescence will do! =) i have to go study stats tonight too!! wth right?? will be having driving tomorrow. i duno y but i'm kinda dreading it. it suppose to be fun right? than.. is it me or is it just cuz of the environment? HAIZ!! know what? i'll just go for driving and pray that i remember everything he taught the other time.

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Before I go

Just so you know

Fairytales..

8:37 PM

BRAIN AND BEHAVIOUR MIDTERMS SUCK!!!

OMG!! this module's midterms is a pain in the butt!!! its so freaking difficult!! okay.. this is so not just me!!! ARGH!! but anywayz.. will be having lesson with uncle russell tomorrow. i hope he let us know that its the wrong test paper he gave us or sumthing. somehow i think the qns were based on the calson's book! watever now man!!! on a good note, tomorrow i'll be playing badminton with christine, justin n louis! so looking forward to it. now after this midterms, iw ill have to study for stats midterms for monday! than i will have the time n brain cells to do my lab report! now.. lab report is so not gonna score anything lesser than a 80% man!! hmmm.. i just remembered that this scene is so farmiliar! i think i dreamt about it b4. AHHA! oh wells.

anywayz, christine and i have decided to do the lab report together. like share some info here n there n stuff! i'm so stressed that i'm getting stressed finally. i hope to get all min C for this sem man! i know.. its a rubbish low low low aim.. but try studying it man!!! it drives u into ur grave immediately! okay.. on a good note, environmental is looking fine. the 1st portion on methods for cognitive mapping i scored 14/15. yes its good grades! but than again.. it will not be good grades if overall is not a HD right? so HD to environmental!!! =P

now.. what is chermaine gonna go do?? yes..u guessed it right!!! its to study n do notes for PY2103 a.k.a STATS! =) love all! <3

Toodders!

Fairytales..

9:00 PM

and so.. time just flies like zoom.. zoom zoom.. i had a wonderful day today. not really productive still. but nevertheless..i'm productive. anywayz, just before i get back to readings and memorizing which i so totally hate, i will love to tell u something. its nth new but yupp.. i'm panicking. (not screaming) yes.. i'm so not excited and i'm controlling my feelings to not being panic! why? cuz i realise that i have to calm myself down already. its like i've been too high recently. no more energy lar! hayo! =( on a nicer note, i dun mind going out with u for supper at river valley! =) i'll be glad to join u. but dun u have someone to go with?? i'm in love with mika by the way.. his songs are like da boom! oh wells. me loving that kinda songs are weird alr. but oh wells. heres my new creation..

milkshake- banana nutty crush!
>6 oz of milk
>4 oz of chunky monkey with little choc chunks
>4 oz of new york super fudge chunk with all the chunks!!
>0.3 oz of peanuts
>low pulse and than high pulse
>serve in 16 oz cup and whipped cream and top with a little nuts.
>if dun want whipped cream, just put nuts. =)
ps. nuts can be changes to hot fudge if u find it too nutty! =)

i LOVE this concoction! lub lub!!!

jenny pop into the stall today! oh how do i miss her! =) now.. ELIZA!! pop in SOON!!! okay... its 9pm now.. back to studying! yawns!! tooders!

Fairytales..

10:32 PM

u know how i wish sometimes i just chase after something more useful than just a letter? like HD and D?? i feel dumb after reading eric's email. i think he's right. but only to a certain extend off course. imagine me, not going for a letter. instead, going for my dream. not that my dream is not getting a HD. its just that.. what if i tell u that i aspire and i dream of being someone BIG SHOT? okay.. mayb not exactly. but nevertheless, someone who can represent her country. now that seems impossible right? but i tell u, i just need time. i'm make that happen. =)

recently, i'm thinking of not working at BnJ anymore. i want to change an environment. what the hell.. i only work for ONE YEAR! and now, i'm thinking of not working anymore? gosh.. i shall boycot the stall! muahahahha!! oh wells.. nth will change even if i'm there or not right? i'm only more detached thats about it. most ppl in BnJ seems to stay for just a little while. seriously, i haven see anyone wanting to stay for 2 yrs. hmm.. lets add on to the fact that its just part time. oh wells.

i've made a discovery today. i think, the world is finally gonna be saved. ppl in singapore now can't use plastic bags! haha!! see how reliant these ppl can get? yupp.. they in the end buy the plastic bags! i seriously hope what the world is doing will save is poor earth. mayb we will live longer. we will see san francisco for a longer time. =) that will be a plesant sight.

i think i will only start studying tmr. like during work. since its a monday, i dun think there will actually be a crowd. so what the hell.. will just study then n get paid at the same time! HAHA!!!

to my netball team out there.
i'm working on sumthing..
i'll make sure things happen this time round.
love lots!

Fairytales..

7:25 AM

when ur emo-ing.. it comes in a package..

1. u love black and white pics. and so u take it.

2. u smile at everything and anything.

3. think alot!

4.. thats emo-ing to me.

Fairytales..

9:16 PM

i'm not fated to blog. my previous post was bring deleted! things will nmto turn out right when i'm emo-ing. oh wells. in a nut shell. i miss everyone. i hope my netball team's condition will turn out right. be better at least. n i'm gonna go study now!

Fairytales..

9:47 PM

now that my brain is a little bit more awake.. i shall really seriously update u all!!! =)

FREE CONE DAY!!!
i love scoopies!!! they scoop n scoop n scoop!!! it was a SUPER tiring day but I WANT MORE!!! lets have free cone day every mth. okay.. maybe not. =p.. had dinner with many many many ppl after this super tiring but fun day! =) chermaine was being a funny and crazy person as usual.. why?? HAHA!!! she was jumping n singing and scooping and everything!!! i want to do it everyday!!! -grins- anywayz, went to ps after and guess what?? i am an official member of mayvina's disgusting club! dun ask me why. i was only showing cheryl what i'm eating. thats all.. HAHA!!! but in any case.. i'm proud to be in a club! yeah!! how not exciting! anywayz, everything about free cone day was fun!!! n i want to work with all of u all at one time again!!! n that includes aizah n XJ plz!!! n eliza too... !!! =)

today.. a SUPER DUPER unproductive day. guess who i worked with!!! thats right.. working with that person will make me SLEEP!!! n i went to visit giodano for like many many many times!!! n subway twice! argh... only if i got such cute manager! haya.. screw the thot of having cute looking manager. it will never happen!!! never ever!!! anywayz.. its back to study now. toodders!

Fairytales..

11:58 PM

FREE CONE DAY IS OVER!!! =)

now.. why is chermaine so happy? its such a tiring thing to do. so much planing over the pass few weeks. rushing down from school to meetings.. not going to grand's place for dinner etc. but its all worth it! love today lots! thank you all at GWC!!! ur really great!!! all the support and stuff.. =)

but what really made me think about today is.. even tho i dun like certain ppl n certain ppl dun like other certain ppl.. they still work together as if nothing's happened. anywayz... photos will come up shortly after i get to learn how to do all the nice frames and stuff. =) will get xinyi to teach me!!! FCD is DA- BOOM!! yes... all the lord hip hop music. all the dancing, running, jumping!!! =) not to mention also.. ETC!!! i'm gonna hang up the cones till end of this mth. then for the nx mth which is mothers day mth.. we will go think of sumthing again! =)

i love everyone!!! okay.. i will think what else to write when my brain is not so sleepy!!! i'm working tomorrow morning!!! OH GOD!!! =(

photos will come later! =)

Fairytales..

10:57 AM

i stall the car!
i went for umpiring course!
n the test is on monday! -panic again-
i need to study now!
i've got midterms right after my hols!
i need to do my assignments now!
assignments are due right after break too!
free cone day is in 2 days!!
monday is gonna be a crazy day!
tuesday will be crazier!
so byebye now..

i'm updating for the sake of it if u didn't realise! =)

Fairytales..

3:03 PM

i realise that handphone is really important.

in tut now. gosh i tell u.. no matter how interesting biology is..i'm so not gonna persue in it. it suck!!! brain n behaviour is driving me gaga. ai ni just told us that 2101 midterms will be in tut 6. okay.. no good. chermaine.. PANIC!! u see.. this week is so booked! next week too... and after the lecture recess, i'll be having all the midterms.. all the date dues!! yawns. this is so not good. -think think think-

guess who did not bring phone today? yes.. me.. and guess who's phone i use to msg mayvina? yupp.. justin.. HAHA! so fun... i manage to use a sumsung phone!! yeah. yesterday, had the umpiring course. was fun.. gosh.. time passed really fast yesterday. guess also, who i saw? pri school classmate- kah yee.. hmm.. she's playing for sharks. =S i wish i was at her position. now i'm only wishing that i can get to level 1 umpiring than carry on from there. *wishwish* tomorrow i'll be having the course again. n on the 16th will be having the test! i hate test!!! test suckssssssssss!!!!!!! today also.. i did not do my environmental psych. not exactly did not do. i did not know it was suppose to be a REAL assignment. i thot it was only suppose to be like a inclass tut assignment. so i wrote it out! how smart! HAAH! but anywayz.. i RUSHed home to do n came back to school b4 2pm for lessons! thank god.. i dun like the idea of being late for class. how blur can i get. seriously!!!!

driving!!! YEAH!!! finally i'll be getting behind the wheels for the 1st time. on friday, i will drive!!! i'll get a car to move!!! YEAH!!! oh.. but its fri 13th.. so i guess.. hmmm.... =X anywayz... before tut today, watched russell peter.. OMG so funny!!! go watch man!!! =)

alright now.. its back to tut!!! yawns...

i need grey's anatomy.

Fairytales..

4:08 PM

rain rain rain!!! hayo... i'll be going for the umpiring course later! how to go when its RAINING!!! oh well.. i think i'm screwed again! like always.. cuz i have not started on ANY assignments! yes.. i'm WAY behind time! pouts.. i've been lala-ing my time away these day. not doing anything productive. not even thinking of how to do my assignments.. how else screwed can i get? anywayz.. its a screwed mth... PLUS driving coming into the pic.. n not forgetting piano! yes.. chermaine is screwed this yr...

i'm a HEE-POR-CREATE!!!!! thank you very much

Fairytales..

10:15 PM

i kissed regina!!! okay.. i did not.. OH WELLS!!! regina!!! its UR LOST!!! bleh.. i love u clara!!! ur such a fun!!! we'll be working TOGETHER finally on monday!!! can't wait!!! =)

eliza!!!! u made my day!!! thanks for being there! maymay!!! u ar... can't tell u how much i appreciate it when u did opening for me! =) n samuel... HAHA!!! u gain me 10 points!

lastly!!! THANK YOU XINYI!!! u did ALL this for me!!! love u!!! have fun in aussieland!

Fairytales..

10:17 PM

at almost all Ben and Jerry's outlets...
-Great World City
-Cathay
-Raffles City
-United Square
-Suntec
-White Sand
-Vivo City
-Downtown East

its free cone day!!! not just the CONE... but its WITH ice cream!!!

PLEASE COME!!!!! =))

Fairytales..

3:52 PM

give me my sweets!!!!
stop playing in the toilet!!!
ROAR!!!

i passed my final theory!! phew.. was so freaking scared lar! thank god its over!! =)met my driving instructor today.. he was so happened to be at BBDC too.. hmm... hes funny.. i hope he will be when i start lessons with him! haha... yes.. now.. when should i start?? test mth will be in nov tho he suggested to have it in sept. but mummy say to have it in nov.. WHY!!! grr.. oh wells.. think b'day mth is gonna be da boom... all the events are in that beautiful mth! lets say.. all the freaking exams-piano theory.. (i still dun like that btw.. n haven start that too BTW!) nx sem, i will be taking 3 modules.. which i think will not be good too.. and that means studying like crazy again.. HMMM!! i think i m stressed out this year.. and i just realise that i only have 10 modules more to do and i m done with a degree! this is so good yet not good! in tut now, doing SPSS!! gosh.. slap me.. i'm so distracted! time pass so fast. 45 mins gone from the last break! gosh.. what the hell am i doing man! grr.. okay.. hmm.. now its time to concentrate!

Fairytales..

11:51 AM

chermaine is so suppose to study OR sleep but she choose to blog instead and its BAD!! grr... i got driving test tomorrow lar!!! why m i not revising!?!?!? GRR!!! even tho i was told that its gonna be easy.. ahya.. watever man!!! 2 days to good friday.. means 2 days to mummy's birthday.. i so hope she will talk to me again like before. miss her talking and yelling at me! =( anywayz, chermaine feels FAT again... wat the hell.. haya... so can't be bothered eh.. HOW NOW?? to all theresian alumni netballers... there will be meeting at GWC this saturday. time to be confirm again! =) to jasmine.. today i had fun!! =) and i'm so sorry that i can't msg u back but i do love u ya? HAHA! and yes.. u do take LOTS of care too.. NO STRESS please! i'll smack u if i see u looking stress!! everythings gonna be fine here!! besides the fact that i still dun understand some ppl! HAIZ!! oh wells. once chermaine pass her driving FINAL theory tomorrow.. she can take driving lessons!!! YEAH!!! so i have to pass it! oh yes.. i'm feeling weak.. n fat and dumb.. haya.. think its coming again.. roars! toodders! XINYI OWES ME PHOTOS!!! muahahahhahaha! =)

Fairytales..

3:12 PM

i bought my slippers!!!! yes.. the one that i wanted was only 8 bucks!!! n.. the shop CLOSED DOWN!! n i'm like slipperless till i went to esprit and guess what?? i bought a 30 bucks slippers! thanks to mayvina for not stopping me! HAHA!! -point- oh yes.. i'm suppose to put pics right? argh... when my internet works.. oh tell u all something.. i just changed to this MIO thing and its giving probs.. n guess what?? the technical ppl are here and i was smart to be on this blogging page so that when the line is back, i can just press publish!HAHA! smartty me! =)) so now.. i'm blogging without my internet connection. yeah!!! =)

Fairytales..