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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

5:45 AM

did stock take today! gosh.. NEVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!! did it with chiok today! SO FUN EH!!! i think w/o her, stock take will be BORING! imagine i did it at GWC today!! i prob screw francis man! he's such an asshole today!!! QUIT THE ACT BLUR PLEASE!!! such a jerk! YEWWWWWWWW..

then went back to the office! i feel so slackish today! gosh.. n JOJO is still stressing.. oh u poor little thing. feeling so sored n tired.. sayang eh..?? HAHA!

went to suntec and RC today. went to RC with lavinia! STILL LOVING U MUMMY! haha. n yes.. suntec was so fun... REALLY FUN!!! n it will not be fun at all if it wasn't for all the ppl there! love ya all lots! i want to transfer! HAHAHAH! i love suntec people!!! WOO HOO! =P i love people!!! working tmr.. sun want to see who m i working with act. HAAH! i hope its not with the u-know-what-n-the-u-know-who-that-whom-shall-not-be-named! what a sentence! HAHA! oh wells. i love today yet hate today! ohoh... i did a great thing today by reliefing my new founded xinyi from the tormenting time which seems like eternerty with the u-know-what-n-the-u-know-who-that-whom-shall-not-be-named! HAHAHAH! i m GREAT! but at the same time, i m ALSO working with someone i dun like! HAYA..hack lar.. live in harmony n get things done n my KARMA will just keep on going up!!! =) great!

tomorrow will be a better day i hope. starting school this monday alr.. PANIC thank you!

Fairytales..

8:09 AM

heyy people of the world! i m here to blog! =) yes... worked with xinyi today! gosh it was fun man!!! XINYI!! LETS WORK TOGETHER GATHER AGAIN SOON! =) i'm loving her deep deep! hoho~ n yes.. i still miss some people who haven been working with me! finally.. after long awaiting.. i got the secret/sacred yr book! =) HOHO! tknx clara! i love u too! -grins big big!-

this fri.. A level results are gonna be out. doesn't really concern me actually but oh wells. hmm.. =) image again.. that i was doing A levels instead of whatever i did. how will i feel again? oh yes.. PANIC! n prob screwing EVERYTHING up like how i did for Os. if i ever did As.. i will love to take the combi i like and not whats given. HAHA! oh wells. =)

i did sumthing to my eyebrowns today. OKAY! laugh! watever man.. it will grow back! quit laughing! HAHA! hope its not too obvious that its wrong! hmmm... oh.. n i m working at the office tmr! its like for the 1st time i m doing stocktake! yes.. laugh at me for that!! after working for so long, i m smart enuf not to work on this really hatic day of stock taking! i m smart okay! =P anywayz.. will be doing it with choick tomorrow. i think this is the was to spell her name! hmm.. sorry if its wrong darling! =P hopeing that tmr will be a better n more fulfilling day.. still hoping that will lose some weight! GOSH!! i so hate my weight not going any where else but up.

Fairytales..

9:28 AM

ended word at like 1140 today! guess what happened? yes.. POS went GAGA! thats not the only prob lar. the crowd was like wow!! ppl came down today.. cuzzy jojo was laughing at me most of the time! omg!! she's so cute lar! she cut her hair! oppz=X anywayz.. i think things will be getting much better now that some impt ppl know the situation n they will now finally do sumthing about it! thank you! =) sometimes, we need to really see things from another angle. why in the world i did not know this when i m taking psych? gosh.. tell me about psych. i m longing to start school. call me nuts if u want. i know. its just the momentum is already n i really dun want to stop it. now its me n work. n yes... i m going to be going over to office to help out in the operations side. how wonderfull can working at BnJ get now? HAHA! oh wells. sales was good but i think.. there is seriously many things to change. its not the sales that i m thinking n looking for. whats the point if there is no long term customers? they just come once and leave n tata? having long term customers will be SO much better. sometimes.. things really have to change but hey. i think it will be super hard to actually implement anything at GWC. but then again. who ever say changing things which are in existence was EVER easy?

will be going over to alex place tmr. i did a cake! =) but then again... if we do have a whole grp pic like finally.. we will still no matter how short of people. =( i wish n pray that one day.. we will get all 17 young adults into one picture. i wish n pray.. =) why do i want the past so badly? why do i want to be forever young and forever living in the days of school and little minor politics? is it because i did not excell in live? gosh.. think. now where m i.. was it all by chance? or was it planned by GOD? is it now that i m in uni that i will do great things, be good in all my subs and tada.. be who i want to be in future? m i such a late bloomer or i already bloomed but i m just not smart at all. gosh.. somethings really do make me THINK!

oh wells. will jsut have to stop all the thinking now. its pretty late already. 1:37am!

Fairytales..

8:56 PM

once upon a time, there was this girl called chermaine who was so bored n she is gonna waste her next 2 weeks not really doing much things productive. her life only revolves round work n home for the nx 2 weeks. how boring! watching TV is what she does every morning till its time to go to work. how productive!

anywayz... this is life.. BORING!!! grr... need some fun... playing the piano again. gosh... =)

Fairytales..

7:03 AM

CNY!!! the time of the year to take lots of cash and also not forgetting all the gambling and all the CNY goodies that will make me FAT! okay... but thank god i did not put on MUCH weight. heh.. only 1kg.. phew!! but its still putting on weight!~ darn it! anywayz... i think i m so pigging already thanks to the long 2 weeks break where i so duno what to do! GRR!!

i m so wanting to go kbox. dun ask y.. its just another phase of my cycle! =) HAHA!! oh wells. then on sunday i will be having class gathering!! anywayz... tis just me and work now for the next 2 weeks! how interesting can live get eh!!! HAHA! oh.. n i m so bored that i m watching let it shine again!!! only selected parts! -grins- n i m in this phase of chinese songs! HEHE!! roars!

Fairytales..

5:59 AM

hello world.. i m in touch with world again!! =) oh wells. went to celebrate Vday today n guess what? its final paper tomorrow!!! =) yeaH!!! i hope its gonna end off with a nice high note! anyways.. here's the pic of the food n place. (maymay n me btw) i love outback steakhouse!! its VERY GOOD!!! the food is like WA LA! =) i feel cowy after all the food n now i m studying for tmr's exam.. so hope i can finish it fast! like seriously!

this is called aussie cheese fries i think... so yummy lor!! with sour cream!! n its 16 bucks! (w/o service charge n GST!)

and this is our main course! its like 30 bucks! (again.. w/o service charge n GST!) its Darn good!!! its wonderfully BRILLIANT! =) love it TONS!

now for some really nice looking ambience! =)

the lighting at outback.. nice right?? the hearts r self cutted! HAAHHAHA! =P oh wells.. wat english is this man!

VS...

the Vday deco in BnJ GWC!

gosh.. i LOVE VDAY~ its so nice.. everywhere is do loving.. =) n i tell u.. i know what is someone up too! really.. i do! HAHAHAH!

BACK TO BOOKS!!! sad me.. =)

Fairytales..

5:16 AM

chermaine realises she loves EVERYTHING! =) grins..

have been studying.. but not being very effective!! oh no... just had 1102 paper today n after doing all the necessary calculations, i will pass this module! praise the LORD for allowing me to get good grades and to concentrate when i was doing my lab report, all my other reports and midterms! =) if not for all these components, i will NEVER think that i m close to passing. OH NO! oh wells. tomorrow is 1103! gosh.. is i dun get a D or HD for this.. i think i m a computer n stats idiot lar! oh whatever! =) back to studying again.. gonna shut my comp n live in solitude for a little while facing my stats notes trying HARD to understand wat the hell is validity! GOD!! help me n guide me through!!!

I LOVE EVERYONE!!! big n small!!

elliefant vs bear! CUZZY jojojojojojo...!! -loves-
shopaholic vs shopaidiot! MAY MAY!!!!! -huggs-
flower vs aroma! JASSSSS!!!!!!! we're worlds apart! -mucks-

LOVE IS IN THE air.. right.. hmm... !

Fairytales..

9:26 PM

exam exam exam... gosh.. i tell u.. i have been having this feeling that i studied so much but when i close the book, i know nuts! YEAH!! it rhymns! =) oh wells.. n today is the last day to actually study for the dreading week! grr.. n guess what?? there is a malay wedding downstairs n tis SO noisy.. okay.. actually.. i think they r really haveing a ball of their time! all the beautiful love songs etc. okay.. know what?? i shall be good to myself n my karma and whatsoever by going to study till 8pm n then watch PCK! haha. i so hope the qns r understandable. unlike last term.. it was crap. seriously! n i m taking 4 modules nx term! how in the world m i gonna find time to work?? working at BnJ is so fun!! i dun want to stop! HAIZ!! haven work for the longest time ever.. 2 weeks! crap!! no work, no money.. no money.. no life. okay.. thats crap. ttfn.. back to the booksss.... yawns..

Fairytales..

10:21 PM

i m stuck with exams!!! gosh.. seems so little to study but hell no!! its ALOT! gosh... will update again tonight. till then.. i shall tackle sleepyness n research methods! yawns! =)

Dear heavenly father,
i ask u today to be with me,
go through the toughest time with me as i prepare for my exams.
guide me and walk with me.
grant me the strength to carry on,
to focus
and to remember my work.
also, let me remember that ur always there for me when i face with difficulties.
i ask this to u my lord
AMEN! =)

*hope this will work*

Fairytales..

5:30 AM

did i ever tell u that sometimes i think God is really funny. he works in ways that i dun understand. most of the time actually, i think he is playing hide n seek with me. how so?? remember the time when i told u guys that i went to church n pray for a bf.. HAHA!! okay.. thats pretty lame but hey.. ask n it shall be given right? guess what? its true. but i really duno if thats the guy for me. now.. i asked again.. just ask for u know who to remember me. just remember me only.. n tada... some human wants to be my BF! thank you very much!! but seriously, i m not interested. i really duno y. mayb its cuz i m still thinking. or mayb its just that i never thought of anyone entering my life at this point. (hmm... change that a little.. i did think about it.. but i never think that it will be some ppl like him.) anywayz... its like so funny. i really duno. its just very weird. seriously... i want to say no... like what i told jas n maymay.. there is no adrenaline rush at all to even say no.. at least to the last one.. there is some extend of rush to say no!! HAHA! oh wells... mayb gaynor was right afterall... =) i should just carry on from where i left off... i should really carry on now... maymay carried on.. jas carried on.. i should too. =)

today.. went to see kerry anne. tknx a lot to kerry anne! she's one great help! love her tons! HAHA! oh wells. felt so much more enlightened now that i see lights at the end of my tunnel. my education tunnel is coming to an end pretty soon. i see light!! finally! =) i think i will be replanning my routes after my exams. thanks alot to ms kerry anne!!! YEAH! =) cheers!

now back to my initial point.. i really think i have to say no already... if not i wil think its very irritating. GOSH!! why did i get myself into this kinda shit! help someone! now tis back to the books! toodders world! =)

still wishing..
still hoping!!
TALK TO ME!!!
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HD HD HD HD HD HD HD HD HD HD HDs.......
looking n paging for HDs...
please report to chermaine's final result slip.
thank you! =)

Fairytales..

5:32 AM

stand back and looking at the past once again...

remember how i once let all of u readers know that i m inspired and i will do it? well.. i m disappointed to let u all know that i m inspired no more. i duno why but u see.. it just can't get going. not even the TIC replied my mail. i dun see a future in this seriously. i shall just give up. and give up thinking of wanting to do well in anything. i m desperate however.. for not the thing that i was inspired. but i want my HDs. yes.. ALL HDs please! i need HDs.. just cast everything away.. FARR FARR away. let it be and let me have the BRAIN to get HDs!

people progress.. i haven get the chance to play netball for the longest time ever! please someone.. get me out of my potatoe and out in the sun! after exams! =) thank you! wat can i say.. its all back to studying again. nothing but studying.

talk to me! please talk to me.
i miss u if u didn't know.
tell me ur day.
let me know ur still my friend.
i dun want to lose u again.

Fairytales..

8:43 AM

what if it what i dreamt was real?
what if it really seriously happened?
will u all still love me?
did u love me to begin with?
will i get what i want when it happened?
gosh.. i dun want it to happen! =(

Fairytales..