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Thursday, November 30, 2006

11:50 PM

today was a pretty fun day.. hanging out with mayvina n yupp.. my class.. WOO HOO!!! had pepper lunch for lunch. HAHA! n had sakae for dinner. i shared with mayvina lar.... friends help friends not to put on more calories! =) anywayz... mayvina crashed my lecture today! totally funny man... HAHA!!! love to attend PY2106 man!!! its so good to go for that lect. hmmm... mayb cuz its human development? oh wells. anywayz... watched step up with mayvina today too... okay okay... i m s.l.o.w....not really actually. HAHA!!! if only we did not watch material girls.. hmmm. ANYWAYZ.. i m gonna have training tomorrow. think its gonna be super duper tiring. OMG!!! its like the LAST training to the BIG game. not that big actually. its just that i make it sound big. but to me, every game n any game is super important n big.. my team needs to win this. they have to win this! its the 30th... HAHA!!! bling bling arrived!!! hmm... love my bling blings!!! =) yeah! oh man!!! i think next mth i will be working n studying my ass off. its clash of all the datelines and all the hollis back-to-back. i can't not work when i can make bling blings man... n i so need to start working my ass off. think i m studying too hard for PY2106. n i dun see me understanding SS1103 because i haven been having classes for that thanks to the school being slightly screwed up! OMG! this time... i so need 7s... like 3 7s will be good. hmm.. too greedy i think... mayb jus 2 7s n say one 6?? haha!

training day=thinking day=tiring day=sleeping day.
OMG OMG OMG!!!
arghhhh... i so hope i dun get any rubbish tomorrow.

toodders!

Fairytales..

11:45 PM

today was a pretty interesting day. i retold the day b4 to mayvina.. HAHA!!!hope that relieved her stress level by a tiny little bit!! =)) anywayz.. FINALLY gonna meet her tomorrow after not seeing her for nearly ONE MTH!!! yupp... try not meeting ur friend for nearly one mth... only talk on the phone evey night.. omg.. dun try this at home. HAHA!!!

violet came over to my place n we tried doing some strategies for the upcoming game. gosh... slap me hard man... it so difficult to find a way to WIN the other team! grr... came up with stuff at the end. so... pretty happy still.

worked with francis today. OMG!!! yawns... i need to sleep. HAHA!!! yupp...

toodders!

i need to lose weight!

Fairytales..

11:40 PM

when working today.. there was this HUGE group of ppl waiting to eat ice cream. amongs them.. is the long awaited person of my life. nope. not my prince charming. its just a senior who is taking HORNOUS year in JCU!!! yes... i need him as a mentor!!! HAHA!!! may call him tomorrow i guess! =)) i think i will be loving CARE!! its better than BEYONDS i guess. i think CARE is more direct and BEYONDS is pretty indirect. oh wells. lets see what happens tomorrow! =) violet will be coming to my place tomorrow i hope. got TONS to do b4 the game. i m serious man!!! i m so freakishly nervous. OMG! anywayz... i did a cake today. not really nice i think. the pic is with francis. i will post it up tomorrow or sumthing when i get the pic of it. =) n its francis birthday today!!! hehe... =)

toodders!
i'm pondering.. thinking hard.. cracking my head! if only u just do it.. i will not need to do such stuff! sometimes, i really do hate u. i m sorry.

Fairytales..

10:41 PM

I PASSED MY EXPLORING PSYCH ONE!!! YEAH!!!! just a pass lar... nothing great to be proud off.. BUT... I PASS EH!!!! okay... i m so determined now to do SUPER DUPER well for my rest of the subs to come!!! OH LORD- help me.... =)) AMEN!!! =P

Fairytales..

7:08 PM

know whats the worst part to blogging??? u don't have anything to blog about. your life is just such and there is nothing in particular that is interesting to blog about. my diary is staying at one corner, stagnant. i hate it so much when i just repeat whatever i just said in the previous sentence. this blogging thingy is getting a little tiring. n no.. i m not gonna stop blogging. its just for the time being, till i find something interesting to blog about. so... toodders!

Fairytales..

10:32 PM

i m happy. i got to dream. dream of crocodiles again. there is something with me n crocodiles. worked with jasmine today!! oh gosh! thats good man!!! i love working with her!!! gosh... work is so fun when ur with ppl who r fun... i miss working with mayvina n eliza and jenny. anywayz.. nothing can beat training for fun-ness. i love training. its okay ppl... we will find a way to beat the other team. we will work hard together eh?? we must eh. i m so worried that we will lose to them. we r more experience.. will we win?? the ball is round. gosh. we have 2 trainings to do it. to come out with a plan. to put everyone in to play. but wait... hang on... r we playing to win or r we playing for exposure?!?! gosh.. i m not liking being a captain. this is mind cracking, brain cells multiplying, heart rate increasing. anywayz.. this is how i feel for the day...

i want to be up there.
i want to be the best.
but now,
i m just the worst.
n i m holding on to the best.
oh man!!!
this is driving me nuts.

Fairytales..

9:50 AM

just let me dream,
whatever dream it may be,
wherever dream can take me,
let me head away from reality.
i need to go out, head out,
and find something new before i can stop dreaming.

i like the times when i go way way way back,
to when i was real little,
and start to dream about how i would like my life to be.
everything seems so natural.
now i dream of how i want my future to be,
thinking of my future makes me smile,
i m close to what i dream i will be. (technically)
but when back to reality,
er.... forget it.

i hate the words i hear.
i hate the actions i see.
i hate everything about reality.
and i hate to believe in it.

but one thing is for sure,
when there is no reality,
there will be no dreams.

so, just let me be,
continue in my little "lala" land.
where i get to be everything i want to be,
see what i want to see,
and believe what i want to believe.
please let me dream,
dun snap me out of it.

Fairytales..

11:58 PM

FINALLY!!! i received the long awaited steve irwin's very last work. his final journey.. entitled "he changed our world" thanks mayvina! =))

now.. i have to go read up my stuff for PY2106. hmm.. i tell u.. i haven been having stats class. this is horrible man! oh wells. its good also lar. i dun like the lecturer anywayz. HAHA!!! anywayz... i did FOUR cakes today!!! believe it... here is the photo of 2 cakes...

cake 1....

cake 2...

yupp... pretty cakes!??! heh.. HAHA!!! oh wells.. i better be mugging now. wish me luck!!! toodders! =)

Fairytales..

5:55 PM

yeah!!! my internet is well done!!! =)) hmmm... i've got so much to update but so little to update. oh man!! HAHA!!! i m still in lala land!!! =P
lalalala-ing...

after all that lala-ing....

yesterday had class gathering. 6 ppl went. (why m i not surprised!) anywayz.. had pretty much fun eh. everyone there changed pretty much a lot. we have...
gillian- the future child care educator
geraldine- the future.. hmmm... news reader?!?! =P
fiona ong- the future translator
ruby- the future.. er... i duno how to put it but its something gotta do with ships. =)
sumitra- the future lawyer!!!
well done guys.. there is a bright future in all of us! =)

as for me.. i will have to think real hard. psyc or education. gosh. tough choice. anywayz.. i think there will be another class gathering pretty soon. many want to join in but dun have the time to. gosh.. HAHA!!

i have a news.. dawn quit the team. gosh. its a nice time with dawn. tho its really a short one. oh man... i duno how to reply her mail. i feel so stupid. as the captain.. i have to take this stuff n i duno how to do a nice reply. she was so formal!! oh man!!! with that bad news, we have a good one too. yang yan join in the team! =) welcome yang yan. as for dawn... i m really sad u choose this route. but i totally understand where ur coming from. i wish u well. =) once an IJ always an IJ.. i totally get it now. from ALL directions.

to think of it now, my team came far. went through many many many obsticles. i m glad everything is pretty much settled now. but when term starts again.. its gonna be tough again. i dun even think we will ever have a full team down for training. i really hope everyone will come down for the 24th nov training. =)

Fairytales..

9:36 PM

yeah.. today is a good day. let me tell u all about it!!! =))

i had tutorial in the morning with ANT!!
went to my "fave" hang out after
went to school early and netball-ed
went for dinner with ms mak
and tada.. i m almost dead from being tired!

slept at 9pm yesterday n i was tired when i got up
finally my book is with jas.
i think i will be needing to spend TONS on my book!
anywayz... i m almost dying from being tired
and i STILL got TONS to study
(i borrowed the book from ANT today!!! =) )

anywayz... tomorrow there is class gathering...
look at my face!
the end!

Fairytales..

10:28 PM

hmm... i m bored! yawns. watched material girls yesterday with mayvina n its like a winter wonderland in cathay n the show to me is funny but pretty boring. yawns. anywayz... got a couple seat n TADA!!! its so funny lar!!! we like like a couple. opps. =)) anywyaz... i m too lazy to blog. so tata!!!

Fairytales..

7:48 PM

HELLO WORLD again...
let me tell u how i dun like to go to school without a textbook and how i seriously dun like it when its photocopied!! letchimi got the last ever existing life-span development book!!! gosh... what luck!! =( now i got the book from the USA!!! so high end eh??? oh man!!! gonna be SERIOUSLY broke!!!! lets see... i will have to PHOTOCOPY the few chapters b4 jasmine is back!!! oh man!!! i seriously hope its not too late to do some reading now. i hate it when i dun have book to read b4 lecture. okay... this may sound super duper crazy but... i feel totally werid to go for lecture n NEVER touch the book or at least know what r we gonna touch on lar! grr... roars! anywayz... thats all for complaining.!!! the end!

tomorrow, i will be watching material girls with mayvina!!! gosh... watching a super bimbo show with the super bimbotic mayvina wee shiru!!! OMG!!! this is so gonna be fun!!! HAHA!!! tomorrow i will be going to GWC too to do somemore cake!!! oh man!!! i never knew that there is so much to doing an ice cream cake!!! today went down to cathay n tada!!! HAHA!! our wonderfully nice cake got into the 2nd round. oh man!!! its like so pathetically little cake today!!! only 4 cakes larr!!! n i was a little disappoitned that RC did not take part. i think they r super busy ba! =) anywayz... cake making is so fun but there is so much to do other than just making the cake n customers paying it. my team n i will now have to get back to the basic building block! =) anywayz... my dear friend eliza is totally addicted to tracy's game... HAHA!!! so fun man!!! its like so A-B-C....1-2-3.... HAHA!!! see eliza!!! i think i m addicted to the game too!!! bleh!!=P oh... so can't wait to work together!! i think tis gonna be a funny funny day again!!! =P hmm... i wonder when is the next cake challenge?? edmund gave us the green light to start selling our cake. but have to do some modifications i think. wait for "spoilt for choice" people of the universe!!! HAHA!!!

can't wait for jasmine to come home!!! =) ur gonna be mine!!! okay.. sounds SUPER DUPER wrong but... yes dear.... =)) okay now... i got NOTHING to blog already! just all the complains! oh... did i tell u guys that i so hate it when things dun go my way. gosh... i mean for academic stuff. sadz man!!! oh wells. toodders!!! i m so looking forward to this friday's training! =))

toodders!

Fairytales..

12:19 PM

finally i can use the net. i steal some ppl's connection!! opps! =X HAHA!!! have to blog quickly... anywayz... lessons r getting slightly fun cuz of human develpoment!!! love that sub so much!!! WOW!! HAHA! the wonders of chermaine loving psyc!! =) this is so unusual lar! anywayz... i m still thinking if i should go for the class outing.. i think its gonna be weird but oh wells.

i need to start studying if i want to fulfill my wish!!! yes... shhh... i m not telling what my wish is... only mayvina knows... n jasmine... u will know if u dun think so hard!!! =) its a.. i think a super duper unrelistic wish. anywayz... i cut my hair yesterday with mayvina!! yupp.. rebonded my hair again!!! yeww... it looks yeww now cuz its super flat! =X but i guess its gonna be alright when i start washing my hair! =)

okay jas... now i m answering all ur taggs...
- i will tell u who is the one that so pretended to care...
-i know u will understand!!! duh!!! u better do! =P
-being perfect its pretty fun i guess!! HAHA!! its like little miss perfect.. oh man!!! i have ppl who r so waning to be P-E-R-F-E-C-T!!! oh wells.
-i m doing SS1103... which is computing skills n stats... yes... yawning subs... n i m okay with PY1102.. which is pretty much a repeat for now. then i will be touching on genetics.. which is mayvina's "forte". i m also doing PY2106 which is human development. its like woohoo.. HAHA!! its fun man!!! its gonna be my forte. =))
-jas.. i m bling bling-less.. oh man!!! this is getting horrible. ayah... work my ass off then i will be bling bling-full =)
-we will have tons of fun when ur back.. so till then.. u work ur ass off... !!! =)

finally... mayvina n i finish the cake challenge cake. n with eliza's help. =) she is in our team!!! YEAH!!! HAHA!!! oh man... i so hope we will win. HAHA!!! we the CME!! bleh!! =P

anywayz now.. TATA!!! =)

Fairytales..

11:30 AM

yesterday was a super fun time working with eliza. oh.. maybelline was there too. but had total fun with eliza! that record breaking person!!! HAHA! anywayz.. it was SUPER DUPER fun n FAST! we finish everything n can go home at 1015pm!! never ever did i do closing so fast b4! eliza used a total of 17 mins to do everything outside n me?? HAHA!! use 6 mins to wash ALL the collars and the other very unessential stuff. oh wells. it was really fun! =) it will be great if i can work with eliza n mayvina at the same time. we will prob close shop at 10pm lar! HAHA!!! ok.. thats a little too too too early to close shop. bleh.. =p

haven been hearing anything from -point-. oh man!! wonder if everything is alright. just have to let it be n hopefully hear something from -point- soon. =) on the 18th of nov, there will be class gathering in marina sakae. i seriously dun want to go man! its pretty dreading i feel. its like i dun really keep in touch with anyone now. only talk to ruby and the very occassion others. i hope its not weird. mayb should do opening 1st before heading to marina. or should i go study? hmmm.

i will be having a hair cut tomorrow! like finally. its super long now! n its getting a little irritating. hmm.. how short should i cut?? mayb mayvina's hair length ba. =)

the past few days was really a rollarcoaster. i can't believe that my friend will do something so hurting to me. ok.. mayb i was really really asking for it. but hey.. i m ur friend eh.. so sweet of u ar! school was such a rubbish. seriously rubbish! i will probably head to school early today! bring my laptop n mayb i will get the chance to use it. i duno if my internet will ever survive in school. hmmm. anywayz.. school is rubbish. except for that pretty cute looking guy! =) anywayz... if eric ever reads this he will probably scream! hoho~

thats it for now... TATA! =)

Fairytales..

8:51 AM

from where i m standing again.. i can see bmss ppl trng. wow... i really need n want trng man!! seriously.. i miss the coach yelling on court to do the right stuff.. n there is actually improvement. n i can see myself with a future in netball. now?? i can't even provide a court for my team. let alone trng. y can't the school just let us use the court? or at least.. the alumni to sponsor us the court or say just help us with the court fee. netball courts r just so ex. i miss training. mayb i should go for coaching 101 lesson instead of driving lessons. *think*

i m better from yesterday's truama. i duno what made me say such stuff. yesterday was a CRAPPY day. seriously.. i will not want to go thru this again. it just simply suck! mayb its just me. i still have the urge of shooting some hoops. n oh.. i even dream of netball. like HAHA! i want to stop work n play netball everyday!! or at least train everyday. sorry team.. this may look and sound so wrong. but HEY!!! i miss netball trainings man!!! u guys still train in school larz!! grr...

still waiting for the right time to come. where is everyone again?? okay.. mayb i m really early. but.. its already 848am. anywayz.. i m going to NUS later to meet mayvina for our project! never dream that i will have to work with her for a project in this kind of time. i mean.. i m her work mate. not school mate or classmate. so.. this makes kinda no sense. but oh wells. its a cake challenge for our happy family. gosh.. i so want to win. oh no.. i m in this competitive mood again. okay.. know what?? i have found my flaws..

last of all.. i m made this way. what can i do to change myself to be flawless?? i will think about it.

Fairytales..

3:05 AM

whatever la! this is crappy. i only want to let u know. i always thot that u stay right beside me. n TALK to me. not by giving me the tone that u BOTHER but u actually DON'T!!! i hate it when i hear u sounding like u DON'T CARE where u ACTUALLY DO!! (mayb u don't) WHATEVER LA!!! i m in this super irritated mood that NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND!!! cuz u just piss me off by pretending that U CARE! get lost! like hell lost!!!

anywayz... tomorrow is a crappy day. gonna be super duper crappy. whatever. i m in this crappy mood. i m on the verge of blasting at anyone right about NOW!! seriously. i can't be bothered telling everyone what is going on in my life. thats it. i m done.!

the end!

Fairytales..

8:54 AM

heyy!!!

guess where m i now?? i m in school. HAHA!!! but the lect haven startyet and i dun see any soul here!!! great! lect is at 9 n tada... no one! =X oh... today is the start of the 1st lect of the 2nd term. so excited but also bleh... yah... no words lar!

i have to blog this. at where i m standing, i can see bmss. n the girls are really working hard man!!! i mean for netball.. heard from jolene that it is a new team that comprise of sec 1 students only. wow... if they r to take part in next yr's south zone... they really got tons to work on man!!! HAHA!! oh wells.

yesterday, jasmine called me from USA WOW!!! i tell u man!!! nothing is better than hearing your friend's voice n crap after a LONG LONG LONG time! was so fun! alrights now. gotta go. students r here...

TATA!!!

Fairytales..

12:19 AM

HELLO ppl...
i was just wondering why mr P did not turn up. mayvina told me that he will. not that i really want to see him n wait for him to come. but i want to know whats going on. alright. this is kinda stupid to think it this way. oh wells.

today, i got a very unexpected msg. its from mak. oh well... she ask me to play volleyball tomorrow mrng. i really love to but i m working. this is a sad sad sad case. anywayz.. today was pretty fun. at least miss complain did not do anything to make me get super duper pissed off with her. i duno what is her prob man! its gonna be a super long day tomorrow and i m so not looking forward to it.

one other thing. i m not exactly looking forward to my new school term. i duno why. its like pretty dreading. n i will be going for anissa's bday celebration not knowing what to give her. n that day, i have lect till 5pm. gosh. another long day. i m still thinking if i should play tennis with hannah n alicia n their friends on sunday. i m packed!!! i love life with no stress on sundays and no worries to everything. now that piano is no more an issue with my life. =)

can;t wait for jas to come home. its the only time i get to TALK to her! yes... its been LONG since i did. i miss the court too. i miss everything about soprts. i miss everything about netball. i miss the vigorous training. i miss the time when i got praised. just that ONCE! i miss everything. n it will never come back.

oh wells. do take care mayvina. SPM!!! jia you! =)

toodders!

Fairytales..

4:44 PM

HELLO!!!
i m crashing mayvina's lect. right. i feel so stupidly smart! HAHA! its kinda fun. know what? i dun understand what the lecturer is saying. like totally foreign. yawns. thank god i have the laptop to keep me company. as usual.. the front ppl listens like everything. the smarter ppl will take the back sit. HAHA! cuz dun need to listen n everything will still get into the head! =) smart me!! opps.. smart mayvina! =P will be going dinner together later too. i love her laptop.

well done mayvina! she ate RICE!!! like finally! she is NOT listening to her lect! she wants me to type n let the world know that she almost died today!!! okay world.. pity her NOW! its an order!!! =P

anywayz... yesterday was RUBBISH!!! worked with this B****!!! n she is a KAPUTT PRINCESS!!! still want to work lar! (don't insult princess!!! =x) anywayz.. she just love to complain!!! when working with me, she complained to phoebe n francis. oh man!!! she might even complain to edmund. whatever lar! HAYO!!! she is one big COW PRINCESS!!! (don't insult cows!!!)

on the 6th dec i will be having a game with the STC B div! i m so excited!!! i haven been training. i miss the netball court! sometimes.. i just want to be like a basketballer... just head down to any bball court n start training. netball??? yah... train... HAHA!!! so funny eh. i m starting school soon. on the 6th nov. that day will be super long. will be going to school at 9am then i will only end school at 5pm. yupp. then will be going to attend anissa's bday party. so interesting eh... thank GOD i will not need to go school the next day.

anywayz... shall stop here. ALL THE BEST TO A LEVEL N O LEVEL ppl!!! JIA YOU!!! =P

TOODDERS! =))

ps. all in red is what MAYVINA SHIRU say!!! =P

Fairytales..

9:00 AM

HEY!!!
back from my emotional rollercoaster ride. phew. it was a scary ride man!!! =) i m alright lar!!! look at me!!! -smile- anywayz... had a super fun time yesterday with darling scoopies! yeah! hmm... its this GWC with RC ONLY SECRET gathering. rights.... now.. the theme is school uniform! YES!! the team that i alwayz wanted cuz i miss STC life n the life of being nothing but a "pure n innocent" convent girl! =X but guess what? i was wearing CJC uni! how interesting. i got tired of wearing IJ uni cuz i think i was super good girl in not breaking ANY rule. thanks hannah for the CJ uni! i learned how to wear a 2 piece uni yesterday! thanks to mayvina! its a complex delicate proccedr alright~ HAHA! i will post up some pictures when i can get the thing. i duno what is that called. anwyayz, for the past 3 days, i halloween-ed the entire gwc with spider webs! its super fun!!! go try it! n when i got to RC.. guess what!! the place was so HOHOHO!!! like merry christmas! the spider webs are in a LUMP! HAHA! n i have to use my soft fingures to untangle everything n make the place look more MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! took me long! =P

i called jasmine yesterday.. took me 7 bucks! U NEED TO TREAT ME TO FISH N CO NOW!!! haha!! i miss her so much that i used 7 bucks to call her on my cell phone eh! with my OWN working money!! i was working n talking. opps. =P it was nice talking to u dear! LETS GO ESKIBAR WHEN U R IN SINGAPORE!!! =) i promise i will go with u now that i have more "freedom" HAHA!! i can't wait for u to be HOME! =)

school is starting soon. yawns. i will be taking 3 modules eh!! OMG! thank god i dun like forensic psyc! hmm... n i will be in school like half my life now. HAHA! i want to go to sentosa with my class this friday! but i m working! ARGH! oh wells. its only 9am now!!! what m i doing up so early man! YAWNS!!! its back to sleep now!!!

toodders! =)

Fairytales..