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Thursday, September 28, 2006

8:46 AM

here to complain. gosh. did not know that i got so much stuff to do!! got my piano n n.. psycho!! OMG!! i tell u... i need some form of motivation from some ppl out there. feel that i m gonna go downhill if i dun start anything now. oh wells. i started.. but... its like not going anywhere at al. its stuck see... oh wells.

had lots of fun with mayvina, lavinia and janice yesterday at sentosa!! next mission.. to get into underwater world!!! JEREMY- I WANT TICKETS!!! muahahahaha!!!! i m so cheapo. opps. i miss fishes. n i dun like sting rays!!! okay.. i m being super bias now. i do love sting rays. =) HAHA!! watched little man after. oh man. its a good show. n i m ''proud'' to say that its my FIRST ever NC 16 show. okay. m a little slow. just a tiny little bit. =P

i just realise that i super need to go tanning again!! my colour is very super unevent. oh man!! I WANT TO TAN by playing netball!! HAVING TRAINING!!! ppl of the universe!! listen to my cry of training deprive! i kinda foresee that the carnival is not gonna go on. so.. whats the point man!! hmm... cat.. it will be a flop.... flip flop..!! it will need a MIRICLE for the carnival to actually take place. missing netball BADLY!!

need trainings.. tho i can ran faster than my sister.. stamina is SLOWLY creeping up and my ball skills. oh man.. i think my shooting will be HOPELESS! my goal is there... -point- but i m like here -point point point- oh wells. i m not gonna give up man!! i m gonna rock my own world for netball. hmm.. =X bleh...

TTFN!! =)

Fairytales..

10:44 PM

Bindi Sue speaks at dad Steve Irwin's memorial service

just look at her!! really... just look at her. a little worrior. this is so sad. oh man!!

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6:25 PM

HI WORLD!!
not a great day to start of anything.. hm.. its like raining and i feel like stoning. opps. HAHA!! got piano stuff to catch up later. hmm.. for the past few days.. nothing much happen.. oh wait.. cousin grew bigger!! YES!! n i had fun working with mayvina and zarina. HOHO!! wat a way to do closing. this wed, the GWC gang will be heading to SENTOSA!! i hope it will not rain. but then again.. i dun want it to scotching. oh yes.. piano exam. was alright i felt. just alright. i duno if i will pass but i FELT it was ok. have pinao today again. yawns. nothing much to blog eh. hmm.. HAHA!!

BYEE!

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9:17 PM

hey world.
watch steve irwin's funeral on animal planet at 7am today. gosh. never knew that the funeral aussie ppl have is so happening. many songs.. hmm.. all abour the aussie bush and the aussie animals and a very nice poem by this david guy on steve. bindi did very well. she read a script that i suppose she prepared it for this very special day. she read with so much emotions and yes.. with perfect english. diction was OMG!!! come on mate.. she's only 8. give her a break! =)

life have been a routine again. yupp.. its piano n piano n piano only. till friday when i m done with my exam.. n tada.... i will not have piano anymore. not that i really hate piano lar. its just a relief... phew... i took piano for like 14 years already. finally i m done with it. phew.. but.. hmm.. better dun say things too soon. just hope that everything goes on well on friday n i will get the news that i passed!!! =) n its TATA to piano. n HELLO to some other things. =) mayb driving.. hmmm..

really duno what to do now eh. i finished my assignment. hand it in today already. dun play piano when my parents are home. hmm.. i want to do my revision lar. but like whats the point when i duno what to study? this is so fan.

oh.. i visited a very funny blog today. n yupp.. i confirm that something unusual is happening between them. HOHO!! okay.. its like my 1st time reading n i m making such a conclusion.. right... PSYCHOLOGIST AT WORK MAN!!! opps.

*somewhere over there... far away for the city.. into the rural isolations... lies my one n only. which i can't get close to. the plane dun want to fly me there. mother nature is too over powering... let mother nature do her stuff n mayb i will meet u someday soon.*

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9:39 AM

its a tuesday n yupp. jasmine went home yesterday. grr... oh wells. in dec she will be back! so.. will just wait. about waiting.. yah.. i m waiting!!! waiting patiently. but there is a limit to it man!! hmm... my internet is working. yupp. its working.!!! but as usual.. not for long. so i m like typing all that i can remember what i wanna say b4 it goes bonk!! HAHA!!! oh yes... this friday is piano. grr. can't say i look forward to it. but it will be a lie if i say i m not looking forward to it at all. yup. get it over with. but must pass lar. ! HAHA! oh wells. this is all i remember. till we meet again!!! TATA!!

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10:55 AM

hello world..!!!
i m suppose to be mugging. i have a mini class test later. which is not quite mini actually.. cuz it is 25% of the total final grade. gosh. n i m still blogging. hmmm. oh wells.

yesterday was out with jasmine. fun time eh.. jas.. i will upload the photos soon lar. not this week or the next. hmm.. piano exam is like next week. n katherine says that i will be okay if i play like how i played on tues and i will pass if my scales r like woo... yupp. so.. heres me, having to mugg for 2 impt things n i m not doing any of it as yet. right. me n the lazy me. jasmine is like so going already lar. sads... n yupp.. i m still stuck with my essay. its not easy man.. whatever i wrote its like wow.. n watever that jasmine help me change is like woohoo~~ tell u guys man... better better enjoy your life now!! i m serious. really really really do enjoy it!!! when u go into uni.. its a whole different story.

my comp is still down n even with the "my comp is down n i got no internet" still dun let me sit n study. infact.. i want to play comp more. i never see myself on my comp for less than 10 mins man!!! n i really really have to blog all this. doing blogging in the mrng cuz dad will be going crazy if i blog in the night. he will be so angry that his darling comp is facing a risk of being crashed! oh man...

i saw the comp that i really really want yesterday.. oh.. what a pretty thing. =)) tonight i m suppose to have coffee with jasmine. but i really duno man. i have like a huge load for piano. hmm... mayb i will coffee with her tonight. lets just see how my exam goes today.. i guess i better start mugging.. left only 2 hours to mug n tada!!! actually.. i dun have much left to mug. but watever man... this is my 1st exam n i m so not gonna screw it in anyway. it have to be PERFECT! oh... i m working tomorrow!!! YEAH!!! like after SO SO LONG!!! woo hoo... oh.. after my piano exam.. i m gonna work like 3-4 times that week!!! YEAH!!! i m so missing working!!! =)

tata for now!!! =)

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10:00 PM

my mom just caught my sister lieing about her prelim results. gosh... actually, i dun think i will say its my sister's fault. see what the exam pressure and the singapore education system can do to the young these days. to please their parents and tada.. my sister ar.. hayo.. i duno if she is really playing or she is really trying. i really duno. but i still believe that it is the kind of education in singapore. pressure the kids to do well. no... pressure the kids to go to good school and to go to the stream that society will only accept. gosh. what is this world becoming?

anyways.. this really leave me pondering. should i be an educator and actually push all these kids to their death. pressure them with work and getting all the good grades and the class that society wants them to go and only then, accept them.

oh wells. anyway.. my comp is seriously down. i can only use other ppl's comp now. so i dun go online already. will only blog. so keep in touch with blog eh ppl!!! TATA!

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3:30 AM

HELLO!! yupp.. haven been bloging. really nothing to blog. after steve's death thingy.. its 3 entry's on him. hmm... now i got over it i guess. =) just received a mail from the international coordinator of the Australia Zoo. =(

so.. its been a week of fustration. be it work or school or just plainly sleeping. haven been sleeping early. sleep like say 3am yesterday. got this suden energy to study and tada!!! i finish my notes for personality.

meet up with lavinia today to study n yeah!! i did health psych and i m so done!! =) n continued with memory. hmm.. quite pleased with todays performance! n we ate a pint of fossile fuel!!! yummy!!! but i feel so blotted!! argh..now its only piano. i did 6th apart today. HAAH!!! Ng min is counting down to piano exam on MSN on her PM. know what?? i m really scared now. she say '' can get merit or pass can le. cuz i know its gonna be hard!'' darn it!!! i can't even see a pass lo!! i can see the days getting closer but with no pass. DAMN!

i miss affair!! no worries affair!!! i will be here for u like i always do!!! seriously.. love ya! sometimes affair is onle naughty gal! rahh... i will slap u yesterday affair!!!

jasmine is leaving soon!! -bleh- come back soon!!! missing u already!! =)

i went for bbq yesterday after work. went to sam's place with the alumni ppl. hmmm. HAHA!!! dan was talking to us most of the time. YEAH!! dan is nice! =) i want bbq ppl!!! alumni ppl!!! listen up!!! i want bbq bbq bbq!!! =)) n i want to play NETBALL too!!! rahh.

i just got the connection again!!! i gonna stop here incase my internet goes gagaly kuku!!!

toodders! =)

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11:00 PM

steve died for a day already. still trying to swollow that fact. this may really sound silly. i know. he really did alot n had a special part in me. searched for more news on the web.. n here's what i found. http://au.news.yahoo.com/060904/21/10enr.html

way to go steve. why is it only when someone is gone for good that we do our every bit to show that we love them? i wish i could let him know.

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10:59 PM

Tribute to the Crocodile Hunter

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10:40 PM

it was him who made me realise that so many animals are in danger.
it was him, thats y i love crocs n snakes.
it was him who got me speaking to friends all about crocs n pestering them with all my croc infos.
it was him who got me dreaming about crocs as friendly creatures.
it was him who got me dreaming all about crocs, telling friends that they r nice and that got me to dream of -points- too.
it was him who let me want to express my feelings to ppl who dun like animals.
it was him who i really inspire.
n it was him..
who died while trying to create more awareness documentaries for the world.
he is non other that the crocodile hunter man.. steve irwin.

why have the good always die young?
i haven got the chance to let him know how much he inspired me.
he is so young.
n he did so many things to help animals.
he came to singapore n i did not go??
why?
its cause of piano.

when i heard about ti from candice,
i was really devestated.
i was really shocked.
i really wanted to head to queensland in the next few years to go see australia zoo.
it was what i really wanted.
if only i had the money to head to JCU in cairns.
then i will have seen steve.
n that will probably be the last i see him.

now i know.
to treasure everything.
life is really fragile.
you never know when u will breath ur last.
its like so saddening.

to steve- u have done a great job here on earth. u have educated so many ppl. u have totally made a difference. u r great. u help singapore zoo in catching the croc and taught them how to do so safely. u have made an impact in singapore and all other parts of the world too. now that ur mission is done in creating awareness. heres to let u know u can rest in peace. may God's blessings be with u.
cheers,
Chermaine.
you will always be remembered.

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11:32 PM

to be a first class educator.
to help those students who need special attention.
to go all out with your believes.
to carry out ur passion.

a well deserved break to all the teachers out there.
someday.. i will make it there. =)
*dreams*

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