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Sunday, April 20, 2008

12:39 AM

i've decided to put up another post. this time round its really gonna be a post. not the random photos, the random funny crazy acts, but more of.. yah.

so, i was reading this one person's blog just now. btw, i miss this girl alot. somehow, friends do come and go. i duno what is the relationship i have with her anymore. but i still miss her lots. been thinking of her quite a bit lately. we do not know each other tt well. at least, not to the extend that i will think of her at the very moment of crisis. nevertheless, she was my really good friend. i miss the time i talked to her on the phone over little probs. maybe, just a couple of times, where i really had no one to go to. she was my listening ear. then again, i duno if i was this impt to her. well, i guess, it comes to a point in time where we all move on.

looking thru photos from the past leaves me with this awkard feeling. mayb those were my happy times. what m i chasing for now?! why did i react in a certain way?! its all part of it i guess. i mean, those photos were so nice. so pure. everything just, u know, fall into place. but what seems to be missing in those photos at that time was forever. i duno. but forever seems really impt to me. i have friends whom i dun talk for a long long time and still get back from where we left of when we talk. i love having conversations like those.

so please girl, i hope u know its u.. tho many shit kinda happened. say.. u moved out. u never wanted to leave- at least at that time. but u seem all happy now at ur new place. plus, i heard of ur promotion somewhere last yr. congrets. i never got the chance to tell u personally. well.. we were waiting for u n the other friend to come back so that we will be tgt again.. but i guess, u are happy at where u are now. i dun ask for anything, but just remember that u had once a friend like me. treasure those memories u had when we hang out n all- tho its not alot. i miss u.

well.. this post seems to be really emo. but i guess, i really wanted to tell this person all this. i was always tt close to calling her but never got the guts. so i only hope that she reads my blog and got it. i dun think i make it obvious tho. ha. well.. its all God's plan. =)

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