you're a mystery yourself

Friday, March 07, 2008

11:55 PM

"so what am i suppose to do now?! wait? just here waiting for u to reply a simple msg? well.. i know ur feeling sad and all. but please, give me this chance to make everything better. please."

i don't know man. school started, work load is on its way to the peak! on top of that, the ASLs are working harder due to the $1 pay difference from other scoopys. thanks hur. its tiring man. like seriously, i need a holiday, a getaway just to let things slow down. i don't know how long more can i hang in there.

"so what did u say? oh right.. are those hints? are the things that u said real? tell me! i don't want to guess.. just... be nice."

A level results out today. well... friends did really well i guess.. but then again, some will just sigh and yupp.. thats abt it. what can i say man? if i did A levels in MI, i will prob die for my results. then again, friends who took A levels, i know this is the stupid cert that stupidly determines ur future. i still believe, its Gods plan. he plan it well for me and i'm sure He will for u too. then again, u might just disagree with me. in any case, i do hope that u will make the right decision for ur future.

"what do u say for dinner? huh? i might just go over to ur place. but won't that be.. weird?"

so.. i've been working hard.. jsut not hard enuf for some issues. maybe... u were right. i should be a guy sometimes and just.. u know, let all the girly things behind. i will not be able to make everyone happy anyway. plus.. this is taking a toll on me. and i hate it. i can just cry now! i ran today.. after 2 weeks. ran short distance, 3.6km but took a super extremly long time. so long that i can't remb how long i took. in any case, i found this wonderful spot that allows me to get back to nature, as much as possible thank you. this spot, allows me to think. and i hope i can really really think it thru.

"i don't know what to tell u. i'm lost. i'm scared. will u try to make it better? cuz i'm trying."

things happen for a reason. and i guess, somehow, i m paid $1 extra for a reason, studying psych for a reason, going thru this horrible thing for a reason. gosh. this is really tiring.

"i think i might like u"

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