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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

12:35 AM

somehow, i feel that it is a must for me to blog today. its this mixture of pure excitement, contentment and everything inbetween. miricles worked on me today as i step into GWC at 12 plus. to find that i was not scared.. nor was i worried of anything that was going to be thrown at me. i was really prepared. silly things starts to happen when i have to go to office to take goods. on top of that, clear the store, make sure things are in order. kinda taking charge of these stuff makes me wonder- why m i doing this? is it really worth my time, effort? well.. i'm just trying it out. i'll take it as... a challenge? yah. and take it easy at the same time round. well well.. things might just turn like a coin.. i duno. i'm taking it slow.

so as i m writing this, i remb this morning when i was so close to msg-ing someone to let him know that i was really worried for him for what i dreamt was not good. once again, it felt so so so real. was so close to crying too. do i, subconsiously care for u? no.. i do.. consiously care for u. i'm just confused. thats about it.

its one week of pure pure waiting. i learnt new things today. feel so powerful somehow but yet.. feel so small. i hate this feeling. really. also.. an endless wait. i will just carry on and move n take when oppotunities come. so.. yupp.. thats abt it.

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