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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

11:55 PM

i've promised myself not to blog anymore after yesterday cuz its exam period. however, i just can't resist it whenever i look at my comp and then look at the work i have to complete. once again, i'm depressed. thinking why the heck i have to rush, sprint, chase for the piece of paper! and at the same time, depriving myself of sleep, social life and everything in between. i have no life. what i really need now is sleep and off course to study for tmr's paper- stats. why oh why have i got to do this to myself? tell me! btw.. starbucks is my current and only friend.

anywayz, i found the joy in studying. believe it or not. psychomatrics was okay i think. hopefully i pass. but tmr's stats seems to be less panicking as compared to how i was feeling a day ago. the feeling of fear from the day b4 exam till the time i handed up my paper. the constant "Dear Lord..." and the "hail Mary..." i know.. thats my strength to keep me up and going till now. you have no idea how stress i m. so.. 4 papers, 1 down, 3 to go. its gonna be fast! i can't believe this still. soon its friday and i haven prepare for saturday's lesson yet.

recently, i met people that i wish and prayed that i will never have to meet them again. its tough. in dempsey, in GWC and every other places. well.. i've got nothing to say. just that its tough. i m hanging on.. so.. to that special someone. please hang in there too!

so.. the day went pass.. speaking of which, remember the times where we just not know abt anything else but just the fact that the world is a beautiful place? ppl now think and feel that the world is completed and free from evil and everything else when they found their true love. no.. thats not the case for me. now.. is it cuz i'm still single? well.. i don't know. what i know is that i have no life. work n study. thats all i do. shit. this is bad.

remember the times when we were younger and everything is just so nice? o one backstabs the other. secrets are always kept save? well.. as u get older, secrets are meant to be for oneself. not to be shared even with ur parents. as we grow older, we learn. the wonders of human's words and capabilities of being the smartest of everything. so.. what did u say again? i'll keep it as a secret. its hard to know who is the one that u can trust nowadays. its funny how things works.

secrets are to be kept. but some love to share it with friends whom they think will keep the secrets for them. now would u keep my secret??

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