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Thursday, January 17, 2008

1:09 PM

i'm having class at 2pm. and i'm still not prepared to go to school. i'm still at home, watching TV and yes, blogging. i'm planning to be late for class thats why. -.- its OB.. come on.! haha!!

you know recently, how stressed up i got due to exam and BnJ and all the other things in between.. yah.. if ur wondering if i'm still stressed up, well the answer is nope. i'm coping well. yes. the word is cope. in psychology, esp in health psych and counseling, cope is the big big huge huge word that is very difficult to express in words. only in action. when there is stress, it might just lead to depression and yes.. counselling n all after which teaches one how to cope! well, me being a psychologiest in practise, i m actually facing problems with coping. never thought that it will be this hard.

and then again, when everything seems to be going down hill once again during the most critical period of time, i turn to my Lord for help. n yes, i do regrete that i did not do that for the past one yr. i'm still guilty. these few days, He is always there for me, leading n helping me to find things out, cope with things. most importantly, helping me out with my life of pure struggling with work n school. i wish somehow, i can not do either. i m kinda tired actually. what m i rushing for again? i need a getaway.

so recently, there has been the times where i just sit n cry n think and all. but it all turn out fine in the end. silly me for doing all those. i'm glad i closed that chapter of my life and open a new chapter to my book. i love opening new chapters.

so now, i will be able to concentrate in studying. ohoh. did i mention that i have only completed ONE chapter where i've plan that i have to complete say 4 already by today? yes. this is how UNMOTIVATED i m! -.- well.. i hope today, tonight, i will find the want to study and finish at least 2 chapters. i'm screwed right?! ha!

ps. did i mention too? i hate exams! yes. =X

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