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Monday, January 14, 2008

3:30 AM

did i tell u that i haven been to church for the longest time ever?
did i also tell u that God works wonders?
did i ever tell you that i feel that he is not with me most of the time?

well.. He works wonders. and seriously, He is with me all the time. is just that, i have forgotten about Him. and i do feel horrible. the truth is, when i feel down and confused, i pray. and i do realise that i forgot how to pray. and now, i remembered. i call Him. and this is all i have to say.
"Dear Lord, guide me..." He still answer my prayers. what happened today was the wonderful work of my Lord. and i m going back to church.

i'm confused and i'm stressed up. work is piling like piles n piles n PILES of money that some CEO earns. i wish that the amount of work i have is money actually. ha. that aside, i realised now that my perception of the new change has always been wrong. i realised that it was a change worth looking forward to. now, i have more work to do, with all the things i have to set down for the store, the exam that is approaching and the number of things thats on my plate. somehow, i wanna toss it all away. its not me to do that really.

what i really need now is friend's support. you guys out there.. chermaine needs you. its not that i only need you when i need you but.. u get what i mean. i'm tired and i want to sleep. but somehow, things are going through my head and i really cannot sleep. why!! i'm yawning, i'm tired, i just did work, i worked!!

what's wrong with me!? i wanna drive. i wanna run! i wanna be skinny. (right.. that came out the wrong way) in all seriousness, i m just tired, shocked and yes needing a hug badly. all i need now is to talk to God. i'm going to go back on track. yes.. i will.

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