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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

12:50 AM

i'm sure you have heard about the tragic news about the singapore dragon boat team. well.. now how does this concern me where i don't know anyone? to make matters worst, i dun even know that singapore have a dragon boat team. well.. my world appearently just revolve round netball eh? however, thats not my point now. my point is that i'm sad. n i truely am sad.

it makes me worry now. jasmine, i totally agree with you. i do worry. draw ur attention to the captain of the team. see him? yah.. look at him. he is responsible. i'm not blaming him. but now, parents will be questioning him. he went with 22 men, came back with 17 men. he feels sad. he feels bad. he feels horrible. and now, he have to explain. well.. i'm a captain myself. n its tough. but that i've been thru this. i was reading the papers today and i almost cried. somehow, i can relate to his lost. he's probably blaming himself. at least if this happens to me, i will be blaming myself. then again, its not a time to start blaming right?

i saw myself n my team going for a competition and somehow things happened. n now, i have to explain to the parents because i'm the captain. i don't know what else to say besides this. this captaincy thingy is scaring me even more. everytime when i compete and lose, its like, somehow, i feel its my fault. n when i'm not better than anyone in my team, i feel that i'm not fit to be the captain. now, does the captain have to be the best and the strongest or the person who can lead n bring the team to greater heights? i really don't know now.

just now, i ran with yanling. suppose to be a 3.4km run but i only ran 1.7km and jog the other 1.7km. i'm not proud to say it at all. to add on to this, i clocked in 12 mins (est) for 1.7km. what a looser. seriously. ha! n yanling was only slightly behind me. now.. i'm probably weak in the team. if not that, i'm probably the weakest. so now.. tell me, should a captain be the best and the strongest? or should the captain be the person who can make decisions and lead the team?

i leave u with this question.

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