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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

11:11 AM

i can't get down to studying. something is bothering me. with all the power of language i have in the world, i choose to use it on someone who once mean alot to me. it stil hurts. but now, that is not the issue anymore. so..

dear _____,
you once told me that u let me know everything. i feel special. to know that i have such a close relationship/friendship/ kinship(delete wichever as u wish) with you. people said that i m always on this topic. i don't know why too. maybe its because u played a vital role in my live. *ya right* than u start to critisize my friend! my FRIEND! a friend that will not go against me, talk bad about me or to say that i suck for another friend! i think your a bimbo/bitch. i've finally seen your true colours and i am not at all worried about how we are gonna be in future. words are cheap! you said you don't want things to turn sour. but well.. i've been using n taking all the initiative for months! and yes.. i would rather not have this relationship/friendship/ kinship with you at all. so now, you found yours and i found mine. we are going our seperate ways. tho it hurts me so much to let it all end (finally). i pray for the best. not for you.. but for all the boys that will be hurt in the process cuz knowing you, you will hurt quite a bit. so.. all the best.

okay.. thats sounded ought. but whatever. i had the best night of my live yesterday. on MSN with jojo is the best.. i love fairytales! *zap zap zap* i played evil villian! well.. evil villians always win right? but jojo won.. -.- with WORDS! gosh.. anywayz.. i also played princess with hilda.. n played villian with lavinia too.. but lavinia.. HAHA!! she got lost halfway. so.. we resort to normal talking. -.- HAHA! so heres the conv..

Cherm: YO WOMAN!! Hilda is suppose to go out with the oh so princessy chermaine on friday! and by royal orders, its a must to go! *trumpet*
Hilda: ok... must i bring fireworks?
Cherm: HAHA! i love fireworks.. but wait.. dun carry it with you okay. later ppl think ur a terrorist!
Hilda: ..............................
Hilda: i think your insane. mad.
(well the conv go on. but i can't remember.. i only remember this!)

for the conv with jojo. HAHA! let her post it up n i will post it here. she copied it. but i forgot! =( so yupp.. tatafornow! =P

LEARNING!!! HERE I COME!!! *poof!*

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