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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

5:11 AM

sometimes things just don't go your way. seriously.. i met with many setbacks. many times i let it out but as i grow older, i began to realise that i really have to let it all in. and it is not a case of friends telling u to let it out, u let it out. nowaday, when we do things, we have to consider the environment. seriously, i dun think i m cut out to study. i think i m cut out to do things like scooping ice cream my entire life.

"whatever.." i tell myself these few mths. its a total pointless thing to carry on doing things n not get anywhere. "psych will be the next big fail!" i was told. many times i want to succeed but tell u sumthing. i really can't! i tried my best n tada.. i still fail. n some people who said that she will fail NEVER FAIL!!! study?? yes i did!! did she?? NO!! n then who passes? HER! not ME!!! is this all karma?? seriously!! lady luck finds ppl who r sickening and give them good life! look at one of my ex classmate! FLOODED WITH BOYS!!! this is seriously nothing to be proud about. GET THE COURSE SHE WANTS!!! n get good testimonial cuz she is being loved! WHAT THE FUCK!! this world is really one true horrible place. sometimes.. i want to slap those people who got lady luck with them! when will their luck wear off?! when is it my turn? i m luckless! n to add on.. i m BRAINLESS!

now i have to retake!

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