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Saturday, January 20, 2007

12:15 AM

seriously, i duno what to blog.. i just want to blog. i just read many ppl's entry for the day and i realise that recently ppl have been thinking about their past.. like schooling days- JC n Secondary days... also.. ppl have been trying hard to find job and changing jobs etc. seriously.. i m thankful to have this job. the job that i so totally love cuz its not ADMIN!! n i get to interract with ppl! o love my job! n i grow with it. =) this monday.. i will be going to the office for my very 1st BnJ meeting. how lovely.. taking new roles, new responsibilities n tada.. new things to do to fit into my day. think i m gonna pon school on that day. that lady dun teach much actually. so whats the point of going to school n at the end of the day i will not understand anything cuz she leaves us to complete our stuff. yawns. anywayz... as i was saying.. now ppl always think of their schooling days.. was just thinking.. is this one of the erikson's stages?? mayb... is it the transition stage?? gosh.. i need to study! now then... i m getting jealous that did not go into JC n ppl are all cuming out of JC saying its FUN!!! but at the same time.. tiring n stressful. oh wells. i duno y in the world is it stressful when its just studying.. i mean it.. seriously.. i m stress too.. but its studying.. n DATELINES! did i mention i hate datelines??

anywayz.. i still duno is i m happy at where is m now. like.. m i happy doing psychology!??! mayb i should not have done this course.. mayb i should have done my O levels so well n get into SA or mayb do so so so well to get into HC or RJ!!! wow!!! i think i will b tian cai already! anywayz... thats so not the point. i can't do anything now but to move on... now i m so close to my goal that it makes me rethink of my routes. do i really want to be an educator?? okay... now i think i will be so fixated at this stage that i will probably be some kinda joke! should i major in developmental psyc n move to aussie n stay there n be great over there?? oh wells... i think singapore is still better keeping in mind the phrase "the grass is greaner on the other side" which is not very reliable.

i duno man... i think the thing that i know now is to run off n start looking at my essay qn. toodders!

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