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Thursday, December 07, 2006

11:50 PM

wats the point? tell me. i put in the effort. everyone puts in the effort. but when one don't my team is affected. or rather... i m greatly affected. i seriously don't see why i have to put in so much trust in ppl who is obviously not putting in the effort. WHY! tell me... what did i do wrong. why did i trust and keep trusting. if only i know how to let go.

netball...
a game that requires quick thinking.
its a game that requires quick reaction and speed.
its a game that needs long term training.
but most importantly..
its a game that requires passion.

i m stoning away my night,
i thot that everything will be to what i expect,
to where i want my team to go.
as u can see now,
even by wining one game,
its not gonna change the past.

see how much one person can affect me?
it makes me feel that i m not doing my job well.
how can i be a better captain?
how can i be a better player?
how can i learn to give up and,
use my status to the maximum at the same time?

being a captain is not the most glorious thing,
its not because i m the best player.
its because i have the ability to lead.
but hey!!
look at me,
am i leading the team??

to let u go or to keep you in?
that the question i ask myself continuously.
i m confused.
tell me what ur thinking.
please.. i m begging you!

netball..
its a team game,
and most importantly,
a game that requires passion.

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