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Sunday, August 06, 2006

9:50 PM

i seem to be blogging more and more these days. or rather, starting from yesterday. just put it this way. i m lost. i m having problems starting with the letter A to the letter Z. i only pray hard now that everything will be alright.

remember the times when we were together?? yupp.. u know.. this is a sentence that all or rather most girls love to use. knowingly or not. to their BF's or friends. i use this sentence alot to jas. not that we were together. no.. i mean.. even tho we r together.. er.. it sounds so wrong now. gosh. but anywayz.. u do get my meaning eh?

now.. time flys so fast. jas will be back in say 10 days. i have to start work at only 630 now cuz i have to look after my sister who is not gonna go back to my grand's place anymore cuz my aunty just pop Aden out. which is a good thing but not exactly a good thing for me. i will not exactly have the time to go out n stuff. now my only concern is how m i gonna go out with jas. oh jas.. dun kill me. there is always obstructions when i wanna go out with u.

i have to stay strong. i have always been..!!! right? HAHA! hmm... i realise my entries now have alot of jas's quotes. i duno y eh. she's my inspiration. HAHA!

i was having fun with candice today. shes like my BF somehow. i love her! HAHA! yes. tho it was really wrong to actually do that in the void deck. but ayah... who actually cares? i was only afraid that my parents see us. HMM... n yupp.. its a sunday today. i m gonna be so dead tomorrow. tell me one time where i do not say that i m dead the next day. i was dead yesterday night. doing something so wrong. n i promise i will never do anything of this sought again! it really suck u know. really.

jas.. i m sorry i have to type long long long entries. i just love to let everyone know how in the world i m feeling. sometimes its better to let it all out in words. at least ppl know how i feel n they will look at me at a different light. i m myself. but sadly.. ppl dun like the way i m. sometimes i duno y. ppl like YYYYYYYY have a partner. she looks weird. but HAYO!! nevermind. i shall just go for other fishes. HAHA! i really put it in the wrong way. its not the right way.

OH PEOPLE... jsut let it go n forgive me for my horrible vocab n trying SO hard to explain. life is really ruff. compare to what? compare to the times when i dun have a single thing to worry about. school tomorrow n what have i done for school? nothing. did i read up? yupp.. how much? say 1/2?? m i dead tomorrow? YES! totally dead! to the bones of my body! gosh.

anywayz... i m done!

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