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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

10:40 PM

Jasmine...
i know why u are feeling weird. your just missing singapore. no worries. ur coming back soon. this years song i think will be significant to you in many ways.
-and i will sing
a song of home,
a land of peace,
where dreams are born everyday.
my home,
wherever i may be.
i believe
you will always be a part of me.-

you see, national day have always been a significant day to me. this year, its so different. the feel is not there. the want to celebrate is not there. my day was fun but why do i not feel that its a special day? i spend it alone. i thought this year, i will have someone to go watch fireworks with me. sighs. instead, i work to get double pay. tho i get more money. i m so not happy. =( really.

worked in the morning till 7. saw a fly pass on my way home. plop down onto my sofa n sat there, w/o moving till its time to see the fireworks. n this year, the fireworks r not as seeable as all the previous years. i dun see any fireworks this yr. i m so sad. continued to watch singapore idol. nothing interesting actually.

i want to let all of u know that its a horrible day for my due to ONE event that happened when i work. here goes.

i was serving this ang mo family. and they wanted a waffle choc dip cone of cookie dough and sweet cream n cookies. another cone of just vanilla. so i prepared for them. at the same time, there is another 2 pairs of ppl looking at the signboard, n this indian lady waiting behind the ang mo family. after i m done, i brought the money to the counter for francis and i feel its the right time to serve the indian lady. so... the ang mo guy went to the counter to collect his change n i serve this indian lady.

yes.. everything is going on fine UNTIL... she wanted NY super fudge chunk. in a cup. grr. hate that ice cream. its SO SO SO hard... so.. i told her to make her payment at the counter first.(its kinda like to kill both time n her staring at me due to the small little scoop) well.. she made her way to do the payment. n TADA!!! i gave her the ice cream at the counter and she was making a BIG HUGE fuss.!!! over??? over me being RACIST! THANK YOU!!

yes.. she say that i treat the ang mo better.heres what she say.
lady: ''so.. u treat the whites better.''
me: ''huh??''
lady:''u bring the money to the counter and cash for them!!''
me:'' uhuh...(blur look.. still dun understand whats going on) so??''
lady:''SO??? U ARE SAYING SO??? YOU SO RACIST!!!''
me: (finally getting what this BIG fuss is about..) ''OH... what u want me to say??''
lady:(ignores me)
me: ''oh mdm... i m YELLOW!!! does that make me VERY racist??''
francis: ''mdm.. if she is racist, she will not even serve you.''
me: ''dame it!!! this person just said i m RACIST!!! OMG!! i m YELLOW!!!''

as you can see my fellow friends!! this is the kind of people i meet!! doing good n get shit. haiz!!! this is so horrible! oh wells. i m done with it already anyways. HAHA! i m okay. just forget all about it now. =)

jasmine... i will not be online tomorrow. i will be working till 430pm. then i will be going to see aden. HAHA! aden is cute!!!

wishing u will just ring me up. ask me how i feel. thats all.

Fairytales..

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