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Sunday, June 18, 2006

12:35 AM

today is the start of the 30hrs netball game! omg! this is super interesting. now.. there is a break for our team. THERESIANS ROCKS!!! actually, its catherines cousins rocks. i dun think we will win the teams if not for them. oh man!! i wish i can by hui zhen! we can win nike spheres! oh man!!! did sumthing wrongly n we lost by 7 goals. oh wells. so close to wining. we need to win the remaining teams to qualify for the 2nd round! know what time the next game is??? 340AM!! yes. ur looking at the right numbers. three-fourty AM. oh wells. haha!! i m not playing!!! i get my beauty sleep!haha!

oh talking about that. hmm.. its already sunday n know what? i haven do piano homework yet! oh no!!! i m in dead shit!! hahaha!! i think i will go sleep n do at around 3 or 4. can't afford to do it tomorrow. hmm.. worst comes to worst, i tell her i can't finish?!?! actually, its pretty alot. really. its stress learning piano! DON'T LEARN PIANO IF UR THINKING OF IT! its STRESSFUL! n moreover, y do u wanna learn piano when the education system in singapore is already crazy? not just singapore lar. in the world too. n education is more impt then external ya!??! yes. thats what i m trying to say.

i m so far back for piano. as much as i wanna play n do well in it. know what? i can't. i had already screwed it in the 1st place n its hard to recover now. the wounds will never seal up. i have to admit that i m just not gonna make it. but then again.. i have to make it. i have have have have to make it! oh man! this is really DREADING!

i need my sleep. i duno y. but i m really tired. as much as i wanna use my brains, i can't. also, my parents r still not home yet. i duno what time they will be home. i dun wanna wait. but its like, if i wait, i will want to be on the comp or read comics but not to do my piano. somehow i feel guilty for not doing my piano. but i really know that i had a slow start n i will not make it to the end. its kinda knowing i m gonna fail, y still do it. waste time only. oh wells. Y M I HAVING THIS KINDA THINKING?!?!?!? slap me HARD plz!

netball recruitment crisis~ i still dun have any replies for it man!! u see. i knew it will happen. so much for wanting to recruit ppl. my netball team is good. i know its good. my horoscope is freaky today. oh wells.

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