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Thursday, June 29, 2006

12:49 AM

yawns. got to work tomorrow again. n its at suntec. hmm.. will be meeting jori tomorrow to collect the money for the charity thingy. hahah!! thanks jori!! hmm.. i love doing charity work. somehow i feel good about it. its like.. helping others when they need help. not just to poor ppl. i love simply just helping ppl! omg.. i think i m nuts. oh wells.

training this sat. think i m gonna love it. but hate it at the same time. most of the team is coming down. somehow, i just dun feel good about everything. mayb its just her hindering everythingy. gosh. i want my team to be up there. i want to have an accomplishment in my life. i want this to be what i m successful for. the fact that ppl think i can't do it. i want to prove to them.. i can!! but ppl like her is totally hindering everything i do. i wanna get her out. but i dun have the reasons to. oh man!! this is really testing my patients.

i need advice for my team again! jas says i need a vice cap. for this matter.. i totally agree.. but both my exco is really helping me out.they r really putting in their 100%. but u see. they will not be free next year to help me out. they will be super busy man!! oh no!! then i will be all alone again. n i will not have an exco. then i will have to work myself. alrights.. so be it man!!! i m doomed!

crap.. someone just slap me hard. wake me up! i need to concentrate on my piano already! what rubbish m i doing for my piano man! i m like so lagging behind! oh man!! its like.. i wanna get good grades. but i know i can't. but i wanna push myself. but i can't. SLAP ME! i wanna do well in my uni. hmm... i wanna top the class! i wanna be the genius!! i wanna take a honour degree! i wanna be the best! i wanna this i wanna that!!! I KNOW I can!??!?! pouts! this is really seriously draining!! really!

oh man!!! its friday already! close to 1am now. feel so energetic! i wanna go swimming. i wanna play netball. i wanna sprint. i wanna run. i wanna get things out from way down inside me. the feeling of passion is gone. passion dun die. but i tell u.. its going away.. its extinguishing fast.. n its gonna die.

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