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Monday, June 12, 2006

6:49 PM

hmm.. the title will NOT link to whatever i got to say. but oh wells. mayb a little. hahaha!! natasha sent me this i duno what thing n i opened it n tada~ my comp hang. omg. oh wells. never be curious.

my this entry is to say how much i really look up to people who have a go at words. words r simple. many words in the world. but some people can really ''create'' words. not literally. i mean, use words in a way that it indirectly say about a situation. i really can't master that man! but oh wells. these people r OMG! they r good with words! i love it. sometimes i think, their life will be really complicated cuz of the way they put things. but oh wells. indirectly saying about things. hahaha. i really can't do that man! they r so so good at it! okay. know what?i m repeating what i m typing.hahaha! u got my point didn't u?

i still love the times when we r together. u can't lie to me cuz the photos says so. i miss u lots.

being really random if u realise. its a wonderful day today. i can't wait to go out.. then to work. not that i really look forward to it.. but heyy.. its the time when i go out, hang out, earn $$ and get some exposure to life! :)) everyday being at home, facing the black thing n reading only the tao gays will drive me to my grave. but yesterdays lesson was alright. it was good actually. except for sometimes where i felt like crying cuz i realise that adults don't practise what they preach. n thats a sad thing cuz i will be an adult soon. too soon actually. when i turn 18, i figured i m halfway there. mayb more then halfway.

adult life is full of responsibilities. they use to say.. I WANT TO BE A KID AGAIN!! i never understand why ppl love to be a kid. grown ups r better ya? but hey.. i m wrong. so so wrong. being a kid is getting whatever u want. the only duty n responsibility a kid have is to study hard and get good grades. is that so difficult?it was for me. if not.. y do u think i will be in this line now? i route is like cut short by years but hey. is it worth it? is it good? i m taking a big risk in my career. does anyone realise that i m regrating? hoping to redo what i did n to do it well this time round? nope. everyone envys me instead. they want to go the route i took. they want to be me. finish my studies fast n get on with a career. so much as i wanna teach. its really lifts up to the phrase: ''so near yet so far"

oh wells. this is my life story. i met, i came, i went. its history now. all i want now is someone to exactly understand. like you. :)

ps. i m not sad or anything. just something that i wanted to say for a long long time now. no worries eh? smile

in the night!!
tonight, i learnt a very important lesson. lead a simple life. complicated life will get u no where near happiness but near trouble. live to be happy. why want to lead a complicated life man? life is beautiful. hahaha!! when i know the ones i love are happy, i m happy. it sounds so naive eh? but hey. i m serious. try being patient for a day with everything. be like a child. question things n think far. dun think that kids dun think far. they do. sometime, the qn they ask, i will not know the answer. sounds stupid? ya.. its true! :)) as what it is said, be a kid n be with god. yes. only the innocent will go up to heaven. lower urself to a kid. u will find life really meaningful. n this world will be a much much better place!! trust me. try it. :))

i want to be with u. live life simply and u will understand the true meaning of life. just one day!! okay?!!?

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