yesterday was a pretty kuku day. was sad in the morning, happy when i get to work n F up when i talked to jas. thats in the night. oh wells. hahaha!! now i guess i m pretty happy??

was a lazy day again yesterday. omg. y is everyday a lazy day? i can't exctly afford to have lazy days anymore. i have got stupid piano to do. oh wells. if only its not so stressful. mayb its just time management. hahaha!! i have to start working hard!! dun exactly have much time to lala around already!:))

went to work. n on my way to work.. i saw a 3 footer water monitor lizard!!! its super cute!!show u show u!!

yupp.. love it lots!! i call it LIZARD! yes! this is lizard! ALRIGHTS! i m kuku!! oh wells! just ignore me!!! HAHAHA!! n it swims like a croc!! just a smaller version of croc!! n its PRETTY!

it swims like croc right?!?!?!HAHAHAHA!!! yes.. that was the CLIMAX of my day! how interesting!

work was pretty fun. i was in kuku state. but oh wells. its not enough to actually cover my sad state. but it was alright. mayvina was high to i think. cuz of me. but not exactly high high!! hahaha!!AHLLO!!

yupp.. that was the high side to my life yesterday. in the night.. for get it man. dun talk abt it will be better.

a sense of fear.a sense of insecurity.a sense of wanting.they r slowly creaping into me.as i let the day pass by. all messed up. real messed up.somehow i feel like a fool.a BIG fool.tell me where i go wrong.where did i go right.y m i the last to know again?being kept in the dark suck. let me love u.i m messed up.live is screwed. BIG TIME screwed.no one is exactly helping.its not funbeing ms nice all the time.someone hear me out please!the more i want.the more i don't get it.the more i cry.the more they laugh.the more i see the light.the more i m kept in the dark.what do u want me to do before you let me off?where did i go wrong to deserve such thing?stay calm n be happy.i can't be myself again.the heart sinks.the pain is there.let me tell u how sucky this is please.i dun deserve this at all.i wanna let u know i m here for you.